| ` ** ..c.h.a.l.e.t.. `** | Friday, December 31, 2004 1:02 PM |
well i just got back from class chalet. why did i end up going? i guess it's pretty much 'cuz i bore the hope that things will turn for the better after all that has happened. but i don't think it made much of a difference. it's not possible to pretend nothing has ever happened before. i'm too tired to elaborate now. lolx~ gotta work later. then it's countdown to 2005 !!! cool yeah? have i mentioned previously that i don't think i'll enjoy this night as much either? oh well... i'm like half lookin' forward to it and half dreading it all at the same time. i'm so contradicting >.< geex.. i'll take a break now and go for a bath. then i'm off to my beloved workplace. and fuckin' hell am i gonna make full use of the working time to smile and laugh and all... before anything i don't wish to see happen after knock off =/ i'm such a bytch | |
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| +/\+ shagged +/\+ | Tuesday, December 28, 2004 4:16 PM |
guess what? my handphone sabotaged me this morning yet again. alarm didn't go off on time. around 7.30am it rang... exactly 1 hour later than the time i set last night. since i was already late so i decided to just carry on sleeping. how dumb. after that i woke up thinkin' why the fark am i still sleeping... zzz~ got to work later and it's freakin' raining now. it's cold. i'm feelin' all drowsy. so i missed the 2nd maths lesson and now i'm tryin' to do the homework in vain. i can just go and die. shyt... de rain is gettin' heavier. i'm gettin' sleepier. it's almost time to go now... what will work be like without both nevil and zili? i'm not exactly interested to know... but todae i'm given the chance to find out =( i hope everything's gonna be okaess... | |
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| *__|oh_no|__* | Monday, December 27, 2004 1:37 AM |
i'll probably like die next week. i mean thys week. i just bathed and all after reachin' home from work. look at the tyme =( it's not like i wanna grumble or anythin' but i did just vomit out all the sushi i ate for lunch cum dinner cum supper cum later's breakfast at around 10.40pm... how sad is that? school again... i feel like i just had a long holidae again. i wonder why. maybe it's 'cuz of christmas eve. the night we spent at the hotel, i guess. i'm working 6 daes next week. i sure hope i have energy for school and homework. not readi to fall asleep in class on 2nd week of school, yah? comin' friday's plan is to spend countdown with colleagues again and have fun down in de hotel again. somehow i know that i'm not gonna enjoy it as much as christmas eve. don't ask me why 'cuz onli i have this need to know. for the 1st time ever since i started work here... that is like a month ago... i finished closing first... unlike usually, last =) cheers for meeee! okay, just being lame ol' me. i feel sick now. i can't afford to fall sick. oh gawd... pretty please let me be okay. for once i don't wanna fall sick. shit, i'm going to throw up again. | |
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| - ^ chrystmazz ^ - | Sunday, December 26, 2004 1:30 AM |
this is how the story goes... christmas eve after school when i'm home all ready to fall asleep, cheryl called to ask if i can join them for so-call celebration. apparently i had to work so i said i'll call them after i knock off. then kelvyn called to say that nobody's at derren's home when i was about to fall asleep for the 2nd tyme. how lucky... well, that's not the point and so the story goes on... while we were doing closing, everyone started asking everyone to go for celebration together. since reagan and company were so far away and kelvyn and i had no purpose on meeting up, i decided to go along with my colleagues. amy left half wae all of a sudden 'cuz she decided to meet her friends over at cineleisure. left with alex, zili, nevil and i. we rushed to chijmes but nothin' happenin' over there to our disappointment... we ended up in a pub called 'carnaval'... it wasn't bad even though zili, nevil and i all agreed it was rather boring. i kept wanting to go home but nevil and zili kept sayin' "buay steady" ... "pang seh" -_- so i followed them all the wae back to sushi ondo after clubbing as well. and then again we ended up somewhere else... alex wanted to stay in a hotel so we went around sushi ondo in search of some place available and luckily we got hold of a room in hotel supreme. i shall now introduce the climax of this stori... so at the hotel, it was wonderful. maybe not for alex and flinn but to the rest of us.. yeah it was pretty great. never would i have suspected this night to turn into an entirely painful memory for me. im confusing everyone reading this entry. basically, it was a marvelous night that turned sour in my memory. that's all i want to say. 'cuz all i can understand right now is how painful the truth always will be. christmas itself was a tiring dae. i'll have to face him totally tomorrow. may god bless tomorrow to be a better dae~ -haix- | |
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| =/ y.a.r.k.x \= | Friday, December 24, 2004 1:56 PM |
eww... i saw this dead bird amidst a pile of gigantic red ants on my wae home from school earlier on. how gross... aniwaes, school ended 1 hour earlier than scheduled which is fantastic 'cux i was practically sleepin' in class. came home to get some rest and stuff so that i can work later. =) i bought the memory card for moi digital camera finally!!! geex~ i took so long, yah? lol... next will be thumbdrive =P hmmm... im so tired yet im craving for some shopping... feel like gettin' new clothes, new shoes, new everythang. hahax... maybe i've been over-exhuasted or somethin'... *grinx* i dont wanna blog about how those farkin' lecturers dose me with sleeping powder in de atmosphere. so now i go ;) | |
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| ~ shiatx ..* | Thursday, December 23, 2004 1:49 AM |
almost 2am and im still like totally at this computer up to nothin' at all. what with all that freakin' homework piling on the kitchen table waitin' for me to get them done by tmr's first lesson. oh well... i kinda lied. lolx~ i actually completed the maths worksheet 1 in school on the day the homework was passed out... but i just felt like i didnt get it right at all so i thought i'll just go through it all again to double check. as usual i feel like being xtra good this semester considerin' the shit results i got previously. but i know me too wel..l. i jux can't maintain this all the wae. but who cares? nort me anywaex =/ great ! im not workin' tomorrow and that means i can come home and rest after tomorrow's lessons which end at 6pm -_- doesn't sound like i have a lot of time after all, yah? geex~ im like still thinkin' about bumping into kelvyn's mommy downstairs. she kinda freaked me out with all that greetings and stuff. rofl~! auntie anne complimented on me being alert earlier todae. hehex~ i guess she's nort so evil now. at least nort to moi anymore =) and i forgot to blogged down peiqi's sms about askin' me to go for de chalet? i realli don't know... just like i replied her, it's hard for me to pretend i don't know that there are people out there who do not welcome my presence. time will give the answer... i ought to end now. homework's waitin'. bed's ready. stuff and stuff... i'll be back ;) | |
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| *// yawnx___+ | Tuesday, December 21, 2004 4:40 PM |
im just so tired. and guess what? i gotta werk later. how fortunate... isn't it wonderful? tmr is wednesday, and wednesday means no school!!! im exhuasted after just 2 days of school. that won't do... kept dozing off durin' lesson. i'm tryin' really really hard. i finished maths homework in school todae like as though im not gonna have time to do it. but i do have time and i dont know why i rushed it through... doesn't matter... i probably got everything wrong anywaex~ i gotta go.. it's time to work =( i dont hate working. im just plain shagged. -sigh- | |
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| nothin' muchiee``- | Saturday, December 18, 2004 4:50 PM |
candice claimed she didn't peep at me werkin' last night and that she just happened to pass by... how am i supposed to believe her? lmaox ;) 'nuff of mah crap~ great.. i'm almost late for work now and i'm still happily eatin' some bread bloggin' away.. i'm not even changed... oh well... maybe i'll be late rather than early for once? geex =/ i better cut this short too.. i don't really wish to lose mah job. so yah that's all folks... i've done somethin' to the template but it's nort yet complete... stay tuned for more ! ciaox -_- | |
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| :: backk niaoxx :: | Friday, December 17, 2004 1:07 PM |
well ... so im back again after havin' the previous blog invasion back at diaryland. i must have missed out much shitx that i usually would have made a great deal out of. but it's okay ... everything's still cool... gotta work later so i'm like cuttin' this short for now. be back another tyme... and oh yah... the template... i'll do something about it real soon. this sarkx ;) | |
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