| .x._____3nd`` | Sunday, January 30, 2005 2:21 PM |
some confessions last night... some sorting out before the confessions... somethings made clearer for my disoriented mind. but everything's still not alright. tomorrow will be ondo's last day. so we'll be having a so-call celebration after work. buffet and stuff... sigh~ why do the good things always have to come to an end? always come into my life and slip away without a ray of hope for their return. is it just me? or is this life? | |
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| ` [[0h wells...]] `` | Saturday, January 29, 2005 10:24 AM |
todae yet again, i'm gonna be at sushi counter from 12.30pm-5.30pm and then 6.30 to closing at service side. pray for me that everythin's gonna be ok... maybe surendren will be nice to me =/ lately lotsa emotion's been stirring inside of me. i've been thinkin' more than usual again. usually i'd have been too tired to let my brain juices flow =x yesterday i did dishwashing with adrian... we didnt jam. it was pretty good. they need me for saturday and sunday's station 3 so they let me wash on friday. what good planning they have installed for me. i'm like totally amazed -.- aniwaes i think i got to go already. i lurve richelda... she's coming 2 hours earli to keep me company! | |
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| ^^ | Wednesday, January 26, 2005 10:20 AM |
i am back =D right! todae i'm gonna work from 12.30 to closing >.< i'm gonna get into that sushi counter and start makin' those sushi. lolx... there's been a lot happenin'... i just don't feel like recounting everything right now. let's just erase all that from my memory... hopefully~ | |
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| .+.+.+.w00ttt.+.+.+. | Monday, January 24, 2005 1:39 PM |
watch out! 3ciA will be back soon!!! | |
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| -damn.x.``- | Thursday, January 20, 2005 1:24 PM |
check it out. my computer's officially down now. guess i won't be able to blog for quite some time... till my comp recovers again... cya guyx =/ | |
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| ^jayjayyy_.+._ | Friday, January 14, 2005 1:50 AM |
happi birthdaee jayjay... you probably wont see this aniwaess... but it doesn't realli matter. this sux... i'm in a foul mood todae... which is why i'm so freakin' tired now but still here bloggin' some shitx when i've got nothin' to sae at all... finalli de locker i registered for is here. have been waitin' for like a million years. oh wellss... ondo is closin' on 28th instead of 31st now. that is like 3 daes earlier in case you can't count yourself. wad after? nevil saes bring me along to robinson's... try ta become de sales promoter... i don't realli think i'm up to it... just like how i used to think i can't work as waitress and stuff... but i'm happi at ondo and i simply lurve it. the separation is heartbreakin'... i can't realli accept it. not yet. i wish i could at least give jayjay something... but i dont know what i dont know how. maybe the stress's comin' in... i'm feelin' helpless all over again. i'm not happi at all... | |
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| .argghhhhh_________*// | Wednesday, January 12, 2005 2:14 AM |
yeah the usual, jux finished chattin' on de phone with nevil. just a short while. dont even know why he called. there was this thing called msn and we were just chatting then he suddenly called. wot a crazeh fella. oh wells, i dont think we'll be going to united square after all... i guess this is the end of my ondo life? im still sad... very...but there's nothing i can do. feelin' helpless, yah? i'm lazeh to blog. i'll go and bathe now. be backiex another dae perhaps =/ | |
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| .x.____sobxxx | Sunday, January 09, 2005 3:31 AM |
jux finished another aprox 2 hours phone call with nevil. yeah, it's 3+ in the morning now... sigh~ i realli don't want sushi ondo to end jux like this... i'll miss everything, everyone... from the belt to the steamer. from the sofas to the brown tubs. from makis to zensais. yes... i mean it :( i'm sad... like totally... i wish that the opening of the new outlet in plaza singapura is not just a rumour. i really lurveee everybodeh over here. why hadn't the contract been signed ?!?! WHY!! it seems fate has taken action to end a new beginning. soon you'll be far away. we'll be strangers once again. do you feel juz de same? i believe now's the end of us... be it friends or more. too used to this life i'm in where nothing goes my wae... at all... lyf's such a byatch~ | |
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| ``__exhuasted__`` | Saturday, January 08, 2005 1:09 AM |
i'm drained from all energy & i hate to hear you talk about your girl and your girl and your girl. i know you can touch me, feel me, look at me... whatever. but if you're all about your girl then set me free. | |
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| x.x 0ff dae tmr x.x | Thursday, January 06, 2005 3:23 AM |
some updates again... last last nitex chatted over de phone with nevil in the middle of de nite for like 2 hours or so... just plain bored... last nite after work... sat at ondo with nevil, alex, desmond and wilson till around 1am??? chit chat a 'lil... then since i already missed the last train, nevil forgot about his last bus... then chat till all had to leave... tomorrow is off day for nevil and i... then zili is working =/ good thing wailing can work again... i'll be dead beat tomorrow for sure... i'm half looking forward to fridae's sushi feast with felicia and maybe j03y? hopefully she can go that is... i better sleep now... tmr sarkz... i didn't do my mathematics homework... whatever it was that the lecturer assigned to us. lol... basically i've either been stoning through classes or sleeping soundly... geexxx~ how to b de top student like that? i give up! >.< | |
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| `s0me crapx`` | Monday, January 03, 2005 3:02 AM |
was i realli fine todae? i know it well deep down inside. the answer is no. but how can i sae? that i'm missin' him even though he's right there beside me? that i so badly feel somethin' within me calling out to him? no wae! it's kinda impossible... i wish i could tell. that glimmer that came from his eyes told me everything will be fine. yet all at the same time, even so, i know somethings are never meant to be. somethings that even lurve cannot do... somethings between me and euu... | |
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| \\--pay daee___.x. | 1:39 AM |
i got my pay... for half a month only... somethin' to do with da pay system. okay, aniwaexx the main point ish... [11:21:38 PM] kir: hey 3cia thanx ah dat day help me.. [12:27:39 AM] `3ciA: no problem... just doing what i can... :) [12:36:09 AM] kir: hahs...cya tml.! yup.. that's about it ;p | |
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| `__new yearr--''/-- | Saturday, January 01, 2005 2:24 PM |
just as i expected... new year's countdown wasn't as enjoyable as christmas countdown. but guess what? it was probably 1000 times better than what i expected it to be =) we ended up going home at 4+ in the mornin' becuz we couldn't find a hotel anywhere. poor richelda... she was dead beat already. nevil is working right now. poor nevil too =( zijing was waiting for me to look out of the window yesterday but nahh... i think she wasted her time. lolx~ well i got to work later. i better get going with the preparations now... geex... i assume i got cut by the sushi covers i was washing yesterdae... -ouch- | |
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