| pounding heartbeats | Wednesday, January 31, 2007 12:29 AM |
can i... wish for more? be`cuz each time you're not around... i can't breathe no more. time is running out... something's holding me back from running away... | |
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| CAPS for emphasis | Tuesday, January 30, 2007 1:34 AM |
really... does miracles happen? `cuz i need one badly right now ): it took me so long... is it too late already? | |
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| too late | Monday, January 29, 2007 2:34 AM |
i kept spinning around in this circle. each time i thought i got out of it... it won't be before i realised i'm back in it. mesmerized. but fuck, it took me too long. | |
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| nightmare week | Monday, January 22, 2007 12:33 PM |
no... it wasn't me... i'm too tired | |
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| brrs | Friday, January 19, 2007 1:20 AM |
ooh the new song at my blog is finally playing. i love it even though it makes me sad =\ i'm hungry. stupid kel >:( | |
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| sick | Tuesday, January 16, 2007 5:21 PM |
i'm sick peeps~ so for the time being do not disturb. lotsa projects to do. why do i always fall sick at a time like this? i thought you're nice | |
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| cries | Monday, January 15, 2007 12:51 AM |
it's time to visit the dentist. though not so sure what my problem is... i guess it's about time to go. and the panadols i ate are making me feel sick. should i carry on with projects or should i drop dead in bed? damn, this is so terrible. can i like vomit? ): | |
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| a not too bad day (: | Saturday, January 13, 2007 4:14 AM |
i went for GB to find out that lejia is teaching in zhonghua now. omg =\ if not for her, i'd prolly have reached tiamo drenched. for some reasons, i wish i can contribute some help on saturdays to teach drill. even though alex and gang didn't visit me tonight, mingfu did drop by (: after work went for supper at the pretty new prata shop around the corner... and guess what? i met my beloved friends. i know johnny is right... but it's not what he thinks it's like... still thanks to my little kel... for not leaving me behind... for every little thing that life has given to me through you. i promise myself tonight... never to forget the one who took great measures to take good care of me. i know it's uber late now coz i'm working at 11am. so... yeap good night peeps... i'm real real happy even though the night was pretty boring. i want to buy you lunch someday and send it to your doorstep like how everything used to be in the past. i want to sit with you at the playground and waste away every single day. let's head back to where we began... and start it all over again... | |
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| rainy days | Friday, January 12, 2007 12:13 PM |
it's been a long time since this happened. it was a routine. now it's a surprise. no doubt pleasant... but full of confusions... will be skipping java lecture to go for GB later. o wells... just for WANYI okays! anyway there's like nothing to do in labs nowadays... cuz all the time has been set aside for projects and more projects. oh boy, how can i forget? for 2 weeks i haven't brought my project stuff to class... which leaves me to 4 hours consequtively msning on fridays. come to think of it.. i still have about 5 more projects to complete in approximately 1 week plus's time. may the good lord bless me. haha~ so... i don't know what else to say now. | |
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| project~!!! | Thursday, January 11, 2007 11:35 PM |
today i saw alex, yesheng and zinc. you know it's been a million years since i last met zinc?!?! and she made a remark that freaked me out. she said i lost weight. was i really THAT fat? o wells. then stupid kel... I TOLD YOU TO CALL ME BEFORE YOU GO RIGHT! ok... so the rain is back again... and it wouldn't stop. and i have lots to rant about but it's time to do project. so ciaos~! alex... what's the point of lasting when the process is boring? people always say it's the process that's important... isn't it? | |
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| (: | Monday, January 08, 2007 3:55 PM |
i've never been a quitter. but i do deserve better. | |
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| busy busy | Thursday, January 04, 2007 11:13 PM |
i thought i'd be able to do some projects tonight. but still... sister refused to leave the lights on for me. sigh~ millions of things to do. i hate this feeling. school just started today and i'm already damn tired. so much to talk about but too little time to blog. i don't know when's the next time i'll be free enough to blog but o wells.. till then... cya peeps! | |
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| hungryyy | Tuesday, January 02, 2007 4:28 AM |
thanks qianwen (: | |
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| 2oo7 | Monday, January 01, 2007 1:58 PM |
i'm treating you the way i treat a friend. you didn't believe i was this cold to them. but now that you have the chance to have a taste of it. yes, that's all i give to my friends. and you know what you'll say? you'll go something like no, this isn't what i'm like. i can't see myself better than you do. yeah, you'll do anything to tell me i'm wrong. we can't sit down and talk anymore. but i'm not sorry because you're the one who didn't want it in the first place. you want to change? yeah, i wanna help. and i've tried my best to help but you still didn't change. i'm sorry i wasn't much of a help. i'm busy all the time and i'm not lying. so i'm not supposed to go out with my colleagues and friends... 'cuz all the time that i have in this world is yours? if you don't believe that i'm so fucking busy... there's nothing i can do. come on. you know why we don't have a need to hold a conversation? that's because you still cannot remember the simplest of all things. all the questions you asked... i've already answered at least once. the person who knows best what happened between us is you. why ask me? but since you want to know... you broke up with me thrice. that's what happened. i haven't been avoiding you. i have been working/sleeping/doing project. i can't possibly reply every single sms that you send or pick up every single call. i apologise for tiring you out in the course of our relationship... but rest assured that your peace will be back in no time at all... you've been suffering? oh, you're so not alone. maybe i should really just disappear... then life for you would be much much better. FOR THE LAST TIME. i already told you what you should do. but sadly, you still chose to ignore it. forget it. | |
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