| i'd give up forever to touch you | Thursday, January 31, 2008 3:30 PM |
好像回到了从前； 朋友的那种甜。 也许只有这样才能对着你的脸；看着你的眼。 说说话；微微笑。 拥有期望代表会失望。 我有一些愿望，又是否等于明天的绝望？ 好像牵你的手，走过风风雨雨，有什么困难我都陪着你。 endure the week. i know i have to do it even without you. from that moment... i'm sure you already know. lester is back; yay. *edit: i didn't have to survive the week without you. | |
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| rubbish | 11:01 AM |
just bored at work and surfing around since there's no one at the counter. HOW TO TELL IF GIRLS LIKE GUYS: 1. they stare at u with a smile on their face. 2. they always seem to be talking about how nice u r. 3. they laugh at all your jokes. 4. they ask u who u like, continuously. 5. they talk to your friends a lot. 6. they always r flirting with every other guy, except u. 7. they always try to make u jealous. 8. they beg u to do everything for them. 9. they always ask u what to do in a bad situation. yeah, i know this is old shit. but i'm feelin' this and so i'm putting it up. i've very nicely eliminated what i think is false... and apparently i found only one. well, be back later. | |
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| too late | Monday, January 28, 2008 3:42 AM |
想承认的事实只是让自己增加一个只能放弃的梦。 一切已经太迟了。 我。。。还是要等待吗？ 看见你会让我感到无助。 今天，你又回来了。 我又想你了。 请你一定要记得，在这个世界上的某一个地方，有一个人一直都在等你。 如果你听说了；看见了；感觉到了。。。 你会怎么做？ | |
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| screwed it up | Friday, January 25, 2008 12:37 PM |
i keep screwing up at work. it feels like everything is falling apart ever since the day i met you. i'm tired. and i really need a shoulder to cry on. hear us from heaven; touch our generation. we are your people; crying out in desperation. | |
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| yea, bytch | Wednesday, January 23, 2008 2:49 AM |
before i turn 21, i just thought i probably should come upfront about feelings deep inside. and now isn't a bad time because everything's swirling round and round in my mind. because i'm feeling every little thing right now. i always said i adored this little boy; but the world knows there's more to it. given a chance i really would pluck up the courage to tell you my story... that if ever you found somebody to share your life with, you have to tell me. until that day, my feelings will remain unchange. it's not the days i kept chanting your name over and over again. it's not the days we meet up for supper/breakfast every night. it's not the days you offered a place for me to hide out when i'm down. it's not the days we sat around wasting time together; just you and i. it's not even the day you took me to my doorstep when i was so unwell. it's when you have always been there for me without my appreciation. it's when you just disappeared suddenly leaving me behind. it's when i realised how lost; how alone i am without you. it's when i feared i may never see you again. and then i found you... the way you behaved like things's never changed. and how you woke me up the next morning to wish me best for my examination. i remember everything; i really do. i always wondered, what am i to do without you? but how long has it been so far since you left all these behind to move to a different world from me? i miss somebody to fight with all the time. i miss somebody to buy lunch for every afternoon. i miss to wake somebody up by request only to get myself a scolding. i miss knowing somebody will always be there when i need help. i miss you. and i don't think you don't know. this is the first time... i finally faced the truth. if you asked, i'd tell you too. anybody will do. | |
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| eat eat eat | Tuesday, January 22, 2008 12:22 PM |
谢谢你想起我。 你回来了吗? 爱；存在吗？ | |
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| sunday | Sunday, January 20, 2008 3:15 PM |
也许今晚是我对你的最后一次盲目跟随。 我希望放下每一丝一毫的期待与盼望。 其实我已开始了解。。。 在远方默默守望，你才是最夺目耀眼。 我终于学会在朋友和兴趣之间作选择。 但是我不会忘记这些短暂的回忆，因为你带来了甜蜜和美好。 下个周末再见。。。 需要上班的星期天总是让人情绪低落。 正在上班的我，在下着雨的星期天，真的很难过。 | |
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| if i tell you i'll have to kill you............... | Saturday, January 19, 2008 9:37 AM |
braces braces braces. now i wonder how long this is gonna take ): 放工了。 放工乐。 真好。。。 | |
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| ladies' night | Thursday, January 17, 2008 8:37 AM |
it's amazing how i managed to wake up for work; better still reach early. but anyway, i just woke up from a half an hour nap and i wish it could be longer. thankfully i have absolutely no roving today and only 2 counter duties. i wish i have somebody to talk to or something to keep myself awake. i swear i'm gonna dash home right after work later and sleep before i do anything else. but still, i hope imah enjoyed herself last night. something different on a 21st. and i'm grateful for the people who made the night happen at all (: so yup... that's a part of my life you got to see, imah! how could i have missed it? my addiction has been you and not anything else. do i not understand me? | |
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| 2 more days to you | Wednesday, January 16, 2008 2:08 PM |
wednesday. why is it significant? it marks the middle of working days. well, not so much for me but i have my reasons to be slightly happier on wednesdays. happy 21st birthday, imah! you've been a lovely friend. and you did great accepting my friends. haha. i'll see you tonight and we'll find whatever we can do. let's just have fun!!! (: 为什么一想到，心跳就会加速？ 只不过是我没按都见到的面孔。。。 我到底是在意什么？ 为什么连自己的心声都听不见？ | |
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| happy hour | Tuesday, January 15, 2008 9:30 AM |
我只是想让难过的时间过得快一些；让痛苦少一些。。。 虽然已累得无法呼吸。。。却找到了属于我的天空；听见了笑声；看到了微笑。 你们离开后我该怎么办? 星期六，我兴奋的。。。是能够见到你。 这种幸福的感觉只是短暂的。 | |
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| o bar ; dbl o | Sunday, January 13, 2008 12:55 PM |
happy days slip by at speed of light. before i even had time to stop and breathe, i've reached sunday blue. and sick. tell me, how do customer service officers work if they lost their voices. i need an MC, bad. i love o bar ; dbl o. i hate her. i tried so hard so far so much. and she didn't do anything. but that's what we get. damn. | |
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| TGIF | Friday, January 11, 2008 11:19 AM |
i literally dragged myself to driving this morning. damn, this is becoming a pain in the ass. i so made it to friday. now i just need to make it through the night. YES! i can't wait to get out and have some fun! (and see someone) | |
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| ijk | Wednesday, January 09, 2008 3:00 AM |
it's been a long time. i tried counting but i tried too hard when i was forgetting. i can't seem to recall when i last looked him in the eye. i don't even know when i last met him. i only remember how much it all mattered to me and how i swore never to trust again. somehow time still managed to fly by and the night has once again ended. the impossible, though not on my mind the entire time, has struck me more than i wish it would. with this to end tonight, i wonder, how far into my heart have you crept? i don't even want anything; not especially when i've named you the impossible. then again, why is this happening? | |
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| トリシア | Monday, January 07, 2008 8:18 AM |
someday, hopefully soon, i'll browse back upon this post and wonder why exactly have i felt this way. but right now, it's all i want to say. cos it's everything on my mind; the only thing on my mind. almost overnight you became important in my life. i couldn't explain why... just what should i do if you weren't here all this time. why am i happy to know? why am i wishing for more? 听见冬天的离开 我在某年某月醒过来 2009 ; will i still want to be there as much as i do now? | |
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| year 2008 day 003 | Thursday, January 03, 2008 9:21 AM |
nope. no new year resolutions. but i wish there are more than 24 hours a day. i wish we will never need to part. that there will be no 'see you on friday' sort of thing... or 'i'll call you when i'm free, i won't when i'm not'... tired but a little bit happy. i don't know. | |
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