| sings my soul | Monday, April 30, 2007 12:09 AM |
amazing. the million questions has more or less been answered... there was no one else i needed to speak to... no one else but you. all the little things in me that just you and you alone know... and all that is to hear of, i've received. indeed, i give my life to the Potter's hand. this was the song ringing... i hear what You say. in courage i went forth. a fear now i can write off. in tears i saw; condemed no more. brand new; afresh. Christ back again. happiness is truly just a grasp away. call me; guide me; lead me; walk beside me. i give thanks. | |
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| what should i do? | Sunday, April 29, 2007 1:19 AM |
youth service was awesome. so was supper and after. i probably have a million questions burning inside. i also have a lot of things to ponder about. i give thanks because i keep getting more and more. You keep giving me more and more. even though at times i shout it's not enough... i thank you for drawing me close... for everything i've asked for in Jesus' name that has been granted unto me. take me; mould me; use me; fill me. i give my life to the Potter's hands. never tell your God you have a big problem. tell the problem you have a big God. | |
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| maybe this is enough | Saturday, April 28, 2007 12:07 AM |
YEAH!!! my lappy is back!!! but i'm having an uber huge headache now so got to go after blogging this. having gone away myself before... i totally know how easy it is to drift so far away. but having come back here... it's so hard. so hard to look at people pull away. so hard when i really don't know what to do. i sincerely wish there is something i can do for each and everyone of you. tomorrow (or later) is youth service! yay! let's embrace the days ahead in prayer and petition with thanks-giving, yeah? more of you. more. | |
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| getting ahead while waiting in time | Thursday, April 26, 2007 3:30 AM |
if you look at me... and it makes you think reality isn't too hard on me... or truths aren't too harsh to me... i'm not afraid to share with you... how much i wish everything wouldn't hurt. it's true. and i know you believe. standing this far away from him... with every opportunity i have to inch towards the dream... who wouldn't die to be me? yet over here, i can figure the littlest detail. sounds great? i don't think so. a million hesitations... a zillion fears... but i know it's not the same as before. i've stopped turning around in circles ever since. getting ahead is yet another thing. so... God i pray... will you come with me? change the world and together withhold His glory? i adore... you. | |
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| advertisement | Wednesday, April 25, 2007 1:06 PM |
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| break for a week or two | Tuesday, April 24, 2007 12:42 AM |
it's been confirmed. my lappy is officially ill ): so while it's steadily healing in the hospital (or so i hope) i'll make the most of my sis' bedtime to sneak up on her desktop. but i hate it. i want my pinkie back! | |
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| a break or two | Monday, April 23, 2007 11:34 AM |
hey people of the world. yup, my lappy is growing up. it's experiencing a time called period. PMS, tantrums and all. therefore, i haven't been online all that often. so do miss me and drop me taggies and smses. haha. meanwhile, you guys take care. anything just drop me a line... my heart's always around (: | |
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| she | Saturday, April 21, 2007 11:54 PM |
i never dreamt that i'd ever know you this entire lifetime. and i know i'd really be so much better that way. to be honest, it really hurt when i look at you. i realllllly hope i can go for service tomorrow. help me. thorns. rocky soil. how do i get out of it? | |
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| weekend | 1:58 AM |
it's finally saturday. about the questions you asked. i know that you know about everything. even without me saying. i don't have to tell you anything. let's just keep things in our hearts for now. we'll talk about it when it happens, alright? which i guess... it's probably never. well nobody knows that much anyway. because from all that has happened in the past... i know better. thanks for everything so far, yeah? | |
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| thank you | Friday, April 20, 2007 1:23 AM |
a kindness i so appreciate. the troubles you went through... and i never thought you'd bother at all. this is the year you finally remember. this is the year for the first time i forgot. i'm so sorry. what can i do to tell you i really care? so many years... don't give up on us. | |
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| sigh | Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:33 PM |
i feel so trapped. like i've been locked up in a cage. all of a sudden, i lost the freedom to act according to my will. there are so many things i want to do... so many places i want to go... but i cannot. i lost count of how many times i've felt my heart sink like that. i'm twenty... and i'm losing the independence life once gave to me. it's all so tiring now isn't it? it felt like such a long time. but it was only a while. and this is the first time it's happening this way. i wanted to say... when will you be there when i really need you? then there you were... like all of it has been planned. aint it amazing? | |
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| i've come a long way, please | Monday, April 16, 2007 12:16 AM |
why is it so that i feel? this place here should i so unwillingly yield? i don't want to give up. i don't want to seek again. but in those eyes i see... there is less than love for me. tell me i've been wrong. show me the right way home. some days... other days... | |
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| so much better | Saturday, April 14, 2007 12:40 AM |
i'm sick. oh, maybe not. i'm not feeling well. but i sure am happy! (: hmm... thanks ra for sending me half way home. maybe it's not so hard after all. especially not when God loves me alot. it's so much better than before. smiling was never easier than now. | |
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| all over again | Friday, April 13, 2007 12:33 AM |
the pain was practically unbearable. i laid in bed all night wishing i could just breakdown and cry. but it's time to be strong... for me, for all the people around me. i will to let it go but i know i won't soon be moving on. it's not easy but i can try. starting all over again... let's write this story with our beautiful end. you know, if i had a chance to choose again... my very choice will still be you. | |
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| number twenty two (: | Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:47 AM |
i lost count of how many times you called out to me. just how long did i take to recognise that voice? and how many times have i failed to put my trust in you? i took so much time... and i'm not turning back again. ever. earlier today, i was reading zijing's 8 days. there was this "annoying list" where they actually came up with 50 things that really annoys us. number twenty two totally rocked my socks. it went like this: 22. People who shout on their mobile phones. Why? Is it cheaper? hahaha! that is the ultimate response man. it's short, sweet, and absolutely awesome! many loves for zijing who has been showering my boring work hours with bubble tea these days. we have a date on tuesday, don't forget! and by the way, people of the world who happens to be reading this... you may tag my board, you know (: | |
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| perth no more | Wednesday, April 11, 2007 3:20 AM |
so many years into this and i still marvel at my very own blogskins. indulge in yet another one of my fantabulous creation! yeah, it's not completely breath-taking... but i love it anyhow (: i can't go to perth anymore. which is a good thing... because only upon knowing it's not gonna happen, did i realise how much i really want to be there. and you wonder... never mind, church camp it will be then. | |
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| better days | Monday, April 09, 2007 1:03 AM |
simple gestures ; words that touch. just how much more than this can i ask? so many times i turn around... i'd find you there and i wish you'd stay. inching towards you ; the place i want to be. somebody tell me... when should i spell quit? over are the days of your presence in abundance. yet i look far beyond and i think you'll still be there. someday, God i pray... he'll be the first, instead of me. | |
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| truths | Sunday, April 08, 2007 12:46 AM |
i thought and thought. and... i don't know. how true are truths? what are truths anyway? because from what i've observed... truths have been modeled to be "what i believe is real". anything else besides this is out of the question simply because "i don't think so". pardon me for this Jenson's Four Room Model thingy... but this is the denial stage. are you trapped? Happy Easter to all. | |
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| RAF | Friday, April 06, 2007 10:59 PM |
 me, seetho and ra after RAF this afternoon. credit to daryl for the picture (: donkey years ago, ra and i were friends. today, we met again (: thanks be to God. and Narene; and SookChing. haha. R - Re-align your priorities A - Accept your weaknesses F - Focus on Christ | |
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| hah. | 9:30 PM |
 yeah, i've decided not to write about chalet anymore because ... so just one picture to quench thristy minds... we were this close to Old Changi Hospital (: | |
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| back. | Thursday, April 05, 2007 12:09 AM |
so many days... so many things to say... you can't imagine... how many times i'd wanted to cry... everyone could see... but nobody knew... are you still the you, once i ever knew? updates on chalet later. exhausted. | |
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| <3 CANDICE | Monday, April 02, 2007 12:40 AM |
well, first of all. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDICE! my dear dear sister (: another year older and i trust you've grown much wiser. eighteen and legal; play hard but play smart. the days we've spent together... the laughter we've shared together... the tears we've shed together... they're not just memories `cuz i believe that we'll continue to have it all. no matter how far we drift apart, PLEASE do remember that i'll always have you in my heart. i love you SO much. - well, i'm going to take a break for a day or two. things are pretty much beyond my control now... so i'll commit everything into His hands... that He may show me the light. yes, he will. | |
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| AQ | Sunday, April 01, 2007 12:46 AM |
what would you do if you spent 6 years pursueing a dream... and 6 years later, find yourself one inch further to your dream than where you used to be? would it be God's plan that things were never meant to be? or should i cry in pain and continue to try in vain? sometimes... it takes more than just two hands to clap. sometimes... it's not enough to WANT to be nice to everyone. if one day people turned their backs on you... will you stay around just to see them smile? will you be there when they need a hand? will your answer be yes, if you knew they never wanted you to stay? i guess that's too many questions for a night. thank God it's sunday. oh yah, nobody's gonna see this but... congrats to 48th and 87th company boys' brigade... | |
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