| on the seventh day of christmas... | Monday, December 31, 2007 12:26 PM |
on the forth night of christmas he told me he has never left. and i guess that is why we couldn't part. i do believe there is a plan for him to always know it's time to come back home. i hate to get home late (read: really early in the morning) actually. but i am contented somehow the way these lovely kids are. i guess. | |
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| on the forth day of christmas... | Friday, December 28, 2007 4:17 PM |
on the third night of christmas. he was there but not there. but still he made me feel like i'm the world. how could this happen to me? on the forth day of christmas. somehow, i know he disappeared. again. oh wells. | |
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| on the second day of christmas... | Wednesday, December 26, 2007 8:18 AM |
you don't know what it's like to wake up to your texts first thing in the morning. i always knew you'd never leave me behind. but when are you coming back? somehow, i just lost the words to say. everyday i become more and more certain that one day you'll really be wherever i am. maybe because... the day is near. or only because i'm hoping it's true. | |
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| dentist part 2 | Monday, December 24, 2007 9:53 AM |
`tis the season to sing 'all i want for christmas is my two front teeth'... this christmas eve, i'm losing yet another two more teeth. happy half day. i shall go fill my tummy with whatever saemah and mohd cooked before dooms. that's why work isn't so bad. lovely colleagues makes life easier, yes? i'm sorry boy because somehow i don't really want to see you. and if i had a choice i'd never want to see you again. the entire time there's only one person on my mind. | |
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| w580i in metro pink | Saturday, December 22, 2007 10:44 AM |
i so want this <3  christmas anyone? | |
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| dentist | Wednesday, December 19, 2007 9:08 AM |
i'm so freaked out by the dentist. i can't stand the weird feeling with 2 teeth lesser and 2 more to go. help? i miss kel ): | |
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| late night | Sunday, December 16, 2007 4:51 AM |
yes indeed, it is 5 in the morning. i very well know i have pushed far beyond my limit. but should i say, i never really regretted this. i'm exhausted and not the least bit exaggerating. though it wasn't the exact same lot of people... still to me, they are back... not as much as before, but now i know they never left. it could be forever as much as it could be not. surely, once in a while to feel i'm not alone... this isn't too much i'm paying for. did i just do something worthwhile? something i won't ever regret for the rest of my life? i did and i still do, i realise... love all of you. anyway, something off note yet very significant. happy birthday dylan. just as i said, never forgotten and will never forget. you've been a pal somehow. | |
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| 他 | Friday, December 14, 2007 10:28 PM |
才发现是真的喜欢你。。。 | |
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| someday | Wednesday, December 12, 2007 5:53 PM |
i wish i could be just like that. after all, i'm such a person. i was never meant to be on my own, you see. i... am happy to see you today(again)! undeniably, distance has set my heart cold to so much in life. people; places... regardlessly. though i admit there are times i lost myself with the growing space between us... each and everytime you come back i feel it's worth the wait. i may not know how long this will go on. but i know it's alright because you're the best gift sent from heaven above. somehow, i have a gut feeling that you feel the same way too (: my dearest little brother. | |
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| j. | Sunday, December 09, 2007 8:04 AM |
we're all on our way. each of us on every different way. say, our paths may never meet again. isn't that why we've always been taught to cherish every little thing; every moment in our lives? it just occurred to me that once again, i've left behind those feelings of one very moment between him and i. for once in a lifetime we were one. for once in a lifetime i gave up everything for him. but we're all on our way now. | |
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| geez | Saturday, December 08, 2007 7:11 PM |
so many times i've regretted the things i do. almost instantly. am i even fit to say anything anymore. | |
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| ymm | Thursday, December 06, 2007 11:21 PM |
truly sorry - to the friends who turned up at tiamo tonight. especially kor tommy, for always not being around. i really don't mean anything by that. | |
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| cty | Monday, December 03, 2007 3:40 PM |
day by day. you don't know how bad it's all adding up to be. the feeling... it's terrible. | |
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