| n0rt * | Thursday, March 31, 2005 2:17 AM |
im bloggin' again 'cuz im absolutely thrilled. don't remind me about communication skills. it's not as if i studie all that much in da first place. so it's like for the first time in my entire life, i need not work on mah project late into da nitex. all thanks to eugene who kept makin' me do projects who denied that he implied that i was implying t'was like a bad thang. it's pretty late seriously. the last thing i want to see happen, is to wake up tmr to realise im too late for the paper. but that's not gonna happen 'cuz i'd love ta revise with jeremy, robin, eric, hanmeng, damian, raymond and whoever there maybe. then i'll try to go earlier to meet them and end up reaching just on time when everyone's entering the examination venue. XD sometimes i wonder where other people's push come from. what is it really that keeps them going. 'cuz look at me. i'm only slowing down. soon i'll stop. soon i'll let go. 'cuz my hopes, they come and go. give me da reason to carry on. there i go... raging; emotional me - c'mon i can't be any betta. yawns. i still wanna talk to yew ;\ | |
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| \\ N200 \\ | 1:37 AM |
 see this? i want it. bad. i'm soooo in lurve. mah obsession ;) it will be MINE | |
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| ; perhaps - | Wednesday, March 30, 2005 1:42 AM |
i'll never know. u'll never show. paradoxical ; euu are =/ unpredictable. sorry - confessionx... slightly; absolutely. it cannot be - bad girls go to hell * till we meet againn . just let it be. that cold wudeva it may be. eternity's not happenin' never will it be. like an incomplete piano piece. my life as ever crease - never mind all and now just listen to me! how extremely silly; nobody ever listens to me. | |
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| ` ye | Tuesday, March 29, 2005 2:15 AM |
i need a break desperately. i'm so in need. i'm pathetic. is this what life does to people? i totally believe education ruined me. let me breathe... if you want just take her away. fast. i'm so addicted to euu. my addiction is not doing any good anyhow. euu need to know it's gettin' bad. | |
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| unwell | Wednesday, March 23, 2005 1:10 PM |
EF paper at 3.30pm later. now's 1.11pm and i havent studied a single bit. i've slept for eternity though i woke up a couple of times in the middle. but i wasn't exactly awake anyway. the fever's gone down but i have feelin' it will be back in no time. i am starving but i can't eat anything. i feel like puking but i have nothing to puke. just kill me... i feel so terrible. just kill me... | |
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| + againn ][ ... | Tuesday, March 22, 2005 3:17 AM |
and all of a sudden i feel your bad boy comin' back all over again. why did you go away takin' that step that'll make me sad? you don't know what's wrong with me. i don't know what's goin' on there. between us that world pushin' us apart. we're so far away but i realised you're just the same. you just love that superficial world. go on 'cuz i'll be shine after rain no matter how long it takes. look at me now, i think i'm better off alone. | |
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| + lame - | Saturday, March 19, 2005 3:05 AM |
i was so tired i fell asleep at 8 something just now. i think i woke up 'cuz it was too cold. anyhow i'm awake now and i don't feel like sleeping even though i think i just close my eyes and "bam!" i'll be asleep in no time. i don't wanna go to m'sia later. i don't want yeye to go to KL on sunday =( | |
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| :~ | Friday, March 18, 2005 4:58 PM |
i've had enough. joycelyn understands. n i dont wana say more. there's more. but i'm sick of it all. | |
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| -*ass*- | Wednesday, March 16, 2005 3:13 AM |
i just dont think i can complete all the remaining projects by the respective due dates. help me 'cuz i'm beyond tired... beyond exhuasted... i'm simply drained. | |
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| * sick - \\ | Friday, March 11, 2005 9:28 PM |
i was too tired to blog last nite. and now i'm sick. and i have to work 9.30am to close tomorrow. how nice. thanks classmates for celebrating my birthday with me in school beside my beloved pond. i went out with ... some fella ... for ... erm... a movie?... yeah my birthday that's about it. today i didn't go for multimedia computer even though i woke up. as i've mentioned... i am sick. then after communication skills i went to ELP with felicia because of the fucking CMS. then went to south canteen for lunch and decided to head for heartland mall for nothing. saw michelle workin' there. as in de sec 3 classmate michelle. yah... didn't go out with kel and all todae. like i said... i am sick... so after GB i came home already. this is definitely not a good start of my life as an 18 year old. what with all those projects piling... i really don't know what to say. im afraid. the projects are intimidating me. i cannot finish them definitely. i can't possibly do DMD. i need help desperately. i ... am sad | |
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| || my - birthdae || | Thursday, March 10, 2005 1:33 AM |
i think i try to make a post that is as similar as the post that blogger didnt manage to put up for me. sicko~ uh.. where do i start...? erm.. happy birthdae to me. lurve moi classmates. thanks y'all sweeties for wishing moi. i'm happi. and erm... hil was the only one who called. at 12am too. lurve ya sweet. i'm 18. i'm a BIG kid now. went out with felicia. saw wailing. met daphne. found reagan. wad else? oh yah. the freakin' steven lim approached me today about the eyebrow plucking. i was like no thx no thx no thx no thx and i was alone. i kept laughing and everyone was staring at me =/ that's awful. then.. i dunno. i feel like i missed out things that happened todae. but i'm not in de mood to think. i'm off =/ | |
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| // wellll . . . | Wednesday, March 09, 2005 12:12 PM |
can't remember when i last blogged. thing is... i really don't care. i'm so tired i don't feel like givin' a damn to anythin'... i've been thinking... but i don't know about what. i'm lost... really... i feel that kinda 'desperation' ryte now.. ryte here... what's more...? i don't feel 18 and my birthday is the day right after today. so i expect to wake up tmr morning suddenly feelin' 18 =/ i've changed my mobile number. the other one is still available till 15 march though... just that it's not my default. yeah~ that's about it. i'm gonna meet felicia now. geez.. | |
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| shi*t ! ! | Saturday, March 05, 2005 9:28 AM |
ZINC IS LEAVING WITHOUT ME! HOW COULD SHE DO THAT TO ME!? I'M... I'M EXPLODING... DAMNNNNNNNNNNNN! | |
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| [[ c0ld ]] | Thursday, March 03, 2005 7:41 PM |
you're cold like the weather... freezin' me inside out. i'd like to be happi one dae... | |
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| >> uh huh << | Tuesday, March 01, 2005 11:55 AM |
i'm like in school right now. just finished my online test for electronics fundamental. so excited about laterx =) | |
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