| smileyy ; | Thursday, June 30, 2005 7:06 PM |
so people noticed how much better i look today. smilez because alex remembers me? hah~ nuh some shit. just glad that, ya know, i still feel the same old us. i'm saying... unlike dennis. how cold it's all become. you stop mocking at me all the time. just because you're not good with words doesn't mean i have to tolerate with those unhappiness you've brought into my life. i'm not into setting me free. i want you to change. call me selfish, call me bitch. i simply need to breathe. but not away from you. but you just won't understand. why then should tears fall? | |
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| =| | Wednesday, June 29, 2005 6:28 PM |
thanx felicia and joyce. i'm fine. i guess so... | |
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| = gross = | Friday, June 24, 2005 10:23 AM |
we'll be fine. as long as school is not the issue. | |
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| maybe? | Sunday, June 19, 2005 3:43 PM |
is it really too late? i ain't going anywhere =/ | |
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| .bahx . | Monday, June 13, 2005 3:19 AM |
sometimes i regret. sometimes it hurts over and over again. sometimes i can't explain. sometimes i look back. but everytime things are just the same. another school day tomorrow. but rejoice because lesson starts at 3pm. let's forget about the part about it ending at 9.30pm. suddenly i really wanna look good. i mean... seriously turning self-conscious. i thought those secondary school days were bad enough. but look, i have not even gotten over the troubles. still feeling as blue as ever... hell i'm attached. but which part of my blog sounds as though i am? ya know to make it clear i'm not just fooling around. i'm not unhappy about being with him. it's just that... i'm unhappy when there isn't his presence. did i just get used to him? or is it something else more sophisticated like raging emotions...? | |
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| [[ buzzz -]] | Friday, June 10, 2005 12:27 AM |
seriously it's pretty sad reading through all those stuff in the article for enrolment. simply because my name is no longer listed inside it. it's like i worked hard and strived for the best all those times, almost totally wanting my efforts to be acknowledge but it never turned out the way i always wanted things to be. all i see are names of people who made some appearance and have their presence known being mentioned like as though the world can't revolve anymore without them. all those words that i wished to receive become empty wishes that are fading away. so far away because all those have already become a part of something called history. i'm just clinging onto nothing. nothing. | |
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| /* blabber */ | Thursday, June 02, 2005 11:51 PM |
school's pretty much a bore. lost my mood for almost everything becuz of this sucky place. tomorrow is friday which means weekend is around the corner. gawd have mercy on me! saw elizabeth in south canteen yesterday. saw koonjia also in south canteen earlier today. nothin' much actually. just... saw them. innovation and technology is a huge cannot-make-it module. i'm gonna suck big time at it. as usual so far maths and xml still my not-too-bad modules. urgh i wish there was no such thing as school. haix~ | |
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