| so they say... | Tuesday, April 25, 2006 10:36 AM |
ignorance is bliss... what about feigning ignorance? for some real post... my dearest is still sick. i just wish i could stay beside him all the time to take care of him. yet i have to sit here and hate school. hate fyp. hate ******. wish he can get well soon. meanwhile... rest well... i just want to stop living in the shadows. shadows of other people's raging words. words looming over fearful tiny little me... | |
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| in school. and bored. | Monday, April 24, 2006 10:50 AM |
"when can i reach you?" it sounds so like he's still working his way to her... that girl. what about me? | |
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| deep down inside... | Tuesday, April 18, 2006 1:57 PM |
i want the world to know how much i love him. just like how i want the world to know how much he loves me too. answer my little prayer. please. | |
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| .some lame shit. | Monday, April 17, 2006 2:46 PM |
laugh all you want. i accidentally screwed my post. now i have to re-do it. it's exactly the same as the original fret not =) i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY bored right now and i happened to read candice's blog. so forgive me for being lame (short of the tagging part though) =( IT'S ALL CANDICE'S FAULT!!! =x Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. Ready? Start! 1.WeiCheng 2.ZiJing 3.Candice 4.Joey 5.Jackvic 6.Kelvyn 7.Patricia 8.Reagan 9.Daniel 10.Jonathan 11.Eugene 12.JayJay 13.YanXi 14.YenLin 15.ChiaLing 16.MingFu 17.RuiKun 18.Evan 19.Jade 20.ZhengSheng 1.how did u meet 14? Yen is my secondary schoolmate =) those were the days ya... 1e5/2e5... 2.what would you do if u've never met 1? i wouldn't have known that dreams do come true and 4 days from now will never be a significant day of my life. i love him. he's mine. 3.what would u do if 20 and 9 dated? that's never gonna happen. they're pals... and they're... guys... 4.did u ever like 19? not in the.. *ahem*.. way.. no.. 5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple? kel and kun... why not? they're both in love anyway. gaysss ;p 6. Describe 3. HA! `di3 you got this >.<> 7.Do u tink 8 is attractive? no offence in case that gangster beats me up lol... no he's not... not to me anyway... he's my bro after all... it'll be sinful =p 8.Tell me sth about 7. i'm one third of pat lol... i love her (she loves me =x)... she's cool... she's my shopping pal lol... she's my soulmate. 9.Do you know any of 12's family? YES YES YES!!! i knew them since i was born!!! i grew up with `lil jayjay =DD 10.What's 8's favourite? he loves kel... err no... he loves buttsecks with kel =) i know it. i just know it. 11.what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you? i'll roll over the fucking floor laughing my fucking ass off. yes... that's what i'll do. mwahaha.. 12.what language does 15 speak? shit language. seng language. whatever makes her happy. LOL!! 13.Who is 9 going out with? sufeng aka zhaomin 14.how old is 16 now? he's 18 this year =D 15.When's the last time u talked to 13? last week? the week before? oh wells... somewhere there... on msn only though =\ 16.what is 2's favourite band/singer? jing loves 5566... or rather just xu meng zhe. ahaha.. whatever.. she's crazy =x 17.would u ever date 4? yeah... if i was... you know... i would, really... and now she's gonna kill me =( 18.would u ever date 7? no =( jack's all nannyish (in other words gay) haha kidding.. he's just a pal. 19.Is 15 single? if i'm not wrong.. yes she is... 20.What is 10's last name? LEE!!! =D 21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11? i would... but he wouldn't... like errr.. 5 years ago? LOL... 22.What school does 3 go to? used to be zhonghua that's how i know her... now TP =) way to go bytch! 23.Where does 6 live? that wad a bytch lives a couple of blocks and an overhead bridge away from me =\ 24.What's yr fav thing about 5? the way he makes joey and i sound all great. haha.. 25.Have u seen number 1 naked? somehow personal but... yes, i have... and i'm finally done with this. school's almost over !!!!!!!!!!! yeyness... and sorry to athony and athrun though =( i was plain lazy. | |
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| the days... | Wednesday, April 12, 2006 1:34 PM |
was reading yisin's blog... she posted about her bf going to army in the last post... which is why i am blogging this now... i felt nostalgic after reading her post... i can practically feel how i felt when weicheng first booked in... and the every weekend he had to go back for the week again... it is just plain terrible... i remember how i had to bug patricia about it... droning on and on about how sad i am... how it's hard not to cry before bed every night... i remember how i waited and waited for his messages and calls all the time... i remember how sad it was... i remember all i wanted was to see him again... i remember.... all i ever wanted.. is you.. | |
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| just like that | 12:53 PM |
just like my message in a bottle thrown out to sea... i will always love him... believe in me... i always will be... | |
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| missy | Thursday, April 06, 2006 2:47 PM |
my dearest is sick... again... i'm a nurse today !! =D | |
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| =\ | 10:27 AM |
show me what happiness is. show me what eternity means. show him how much.. i love him. i wish upon a star... wanna be right where you are... | |
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| i`m fine | Wednesday, April 05, 2006 2:20 PM |
i`m sad. i`m scared. i need you now. where are you? oh i don't know why... i just want to cry... | |
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| im fine. | 9:59 AM |
nobody knows... but here i am... sitting in class... crying yet again... why? b`cuz i'm weak. b`cuz i hate the fact he cannot forget. i see him make it so clear... so clear... that he's never gonna forget her. i've seen him talk about her... saying he loves her. yet what about me? maybe i'm being childish... maybe i'm asking too much... but all these time... his blog entries were never about me... at least not in a good way. i never saw anything close to he loves me. i've never seen him say this girl is my dearest. yet even until now... it's about that girl he will never forget. about that girl who left me feeling ever so betrayed. the her i fear even in my dreams. the her i saw on his wallpaper the day he said he want me back. the her who hid from me a painful truth. the her who took away my hopes since the day i met her. i called her a friend. why......? maybe everything that happened has passed. maybe they've become history. if there's one day i wouldn't cry... it's the day i understand in his heart there's only me and me alone. it's the day i don't see him blogging about her anymore. it's the day i know i don't have to be afraid anymore. but right now... my him... can you hear my cries of fear? are you back because of your love for me? or are you back for my love for you? gotta go out and be alone for a while now i guess. my dearest>>do you know how bad it hurts me so? "especially her"... why...? | |
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| flashbox ! | Tuesday, April 04, 2006 9:51 AM |
yeyness.. i changed my tagboard to flashbox so people can tag in school !!! oh wells.. i'm just bored and don't wanna become the next sunny.. so i'm blogging for nothing since there is nothing to blog about. urgh... what am i talking about? i wish.. i wish.. to forget all of that girl.. | |
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| back here.. | Sunday, April 02, 2006 1:18 PM |
i deleted the new blog. shifting back here again for now. it didn't quite serve the purpose i meant it to anyway. i love this skin but maybe it's about time to make myself a new one. one that tells a story of my dream come true. perhaps. well my sis is bugging me to play a movie on the comp.. so i'm off for now. blog again soon =\ | |
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| weicheng | 1:07 AM |
it hurts... sometimes... to think about what has already happened... to know that what's done has already been done... that the pain will always stay... heaven knows... when tonight i pray... if only one day he will see... how important he is to me... i'm afraid... i'm scared... god please let him stay... tell me he loves me... lead us the way to eternity... b`cos now he's my everything. | |
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