| - simple - | Tuesday, May 31, 2005 1:56 AM |
three plain BOLD words... I HATE SCHOOL | |
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| chalet -^.^- | Wednesday, May 25, 2005 5:10 PM |
ok i got the chalet thingy going in the end. and today's the 1st day. and i'm like still stuck at home at this time... because my sister want me to bake something with her. some crap huh... but it's ok... because for the next few days i'm gonna get out! *smiles* isn't it wonderful? for some people who so readily condemn my new found, sorry to let you down but i think i'm doing very fine indeed. | |
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| pheww * | 12:39 AM |
I PASSED MY SUPPLEMENTARY PAPER!!! this is so... amazing... i can have a good night sleep and thoroughly enjoy myself the next few days now. won't be home for the next few days... be back on saturday. great... this is great! | |
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| -= 1 month =- | Sunday, May 22, 2005 2:03 AM |
yesterday was our 1st month. i made it through this entire month without seeing him for less than 5 days. this would mean that i've broken my own record of not having an intimate relationship that lasted for more than a month with a guy. so was it fate that planned for us to meet and get together like how we are now? perhaps... had this teeny weeny upset this morning because of my sick way of relieving unhappiness. well, he simply ignored me... and everyone else. it was a long bus journey to town... but we managed to sort things out... at least maybe he did because all i remember doing was cry. lol... so we went to have lunch at suki and played at k-pool... slacked at ah pui's home and chatted downstairs. as usual we took gerald's cab back to serangoon... ate at s11... and now i just reached home. that's how i spent this day. now is time for bed. i'm gonna plan about some chalet story and hope i really get it going. i don't wanna get stuck like fuck. | |
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| || darn || | Friday, May 20, 2005 7:15 PM |
i feel like a criminal. just let me go. i can't breathe anymore. i wanna scream. get away from me. wad good english i have? wad a joke! and you...... will simply never understand. | |
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| gb . -- | 6:51 PM |
well i received this email regarding removing me from the gb email list... by accident. the sender had it sent wrongly. so the issue was openly discussed. i replied... a long one. just waiting to see how they're gonna turn another round and say it's still my fault. ya know, life with my sister back at home isn't good at all. i sit in front of the computer like 24 hours a day. if i'm not at the computer, i'mout. now that she's home, she's at the computer majority of the time. and i can't keep going out. so guess what i do at home? i do what i'm best at doing when i'm upset. i think candice knows very well what it is. probably because she does it too. what's wrong with me hanging out with my friends and having them over at my place for mahjong session? i don't quite get the fucking issue. i thought jiayuen aka my god brother live in sengkang... just realised he actually live in the same block as weicheng =/ what a coincidence.. i bumped into him while withdrawing money for cheng's mother. lol... oh gosh... now miss tan is asking zijing for my new number... she must have read that email. hahaha... oh no oh no oh no =/ tomorrow i'm going out. i just hope i can enj0y myself. i really want to. | |
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| - hi - | Tuesday, May 17, 2005 1:19 AM |
i havent been busy... it's just that i havent had a chance to blog. so what's been going on with my life? people wonder. apparently i'm still alive... maybe it's some kind of bug... i can't be alone. don't stop talking at all because i start feeling so alone. i hate home. now my sister's moved home. and i got to go because she's gonna use the computer. i know better than to have her biting me. i'll shove off myself. i'd rather die. life is back to what it was like a couple of years ago, i suppose... as miserable... but maybe better because now he's here. maybe i'll be better... just dont leave me alone... even so i wish i knew... why is it i can't stop those tears from falling? | |
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| headachee ~ | Wednesday, May 11, 2005 10:40 PM |
it should be the weather. this headache has been haunting me for the past two days. how awful =( so today's paper... should i say die another time? i guess i can only wait and see how things goes. this kinda suck. but there's nothing more i can do now is there? perhaps retain... perhaps manage a pass... perhaps drop the module... what? i don't really know. urgh just kill me . . . | |
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| .x.__supplementary | 1:03 AM |
i just wish with all my might that i will pass my supplementary paper tomorrow =( despite this horrible headache i'm trying my best to absorb all the things i can about multimedia computer. i really tried my very best. if i can't i don't know what to do... i give in to fate like almost all the time... same goes for now. haiss | |
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| << sigh >> | Thursday, May 05, 2005 1:17 AM |
i knew miracles never existed. see... i failed multimedia computer still. now it's time to mug for the supplementary examination. i really don't wanna lose out... the bitch out session wasn't bad. had fine lunch. bought boiboi's stuff... bought a shirt for myself. went to K-box to craze for several hours. came back to serangoon to meet him... what else??? oh yah... sat outside mac and saw derren, demster, lester & ah dai... and jolene and her boyfriend also. coincidence huh~ then went to kel's home to slack for a short while... now i'm home and PMS-ing away. that sucks. and i met xingyi before pat reached... he was waiting for pingting etc... but after that didn't bump into him at all... that's kinda sad... saw beekian and her boyfriend when i was on the train going home but they didn't board the train... exactly 2 weeks since he became mine. he loves me... and very likely need me... and i so understand what it feels like to be just like that. and i know every day, every hour, every minute, every second... someone out there is thinking of me... wondering what i'm doing... how i am and missing me. how many girls out there just wish to be like me... having a boi who so willingly, whole-heartedly wish that you'll simply be happy. cherish it 3ciA... for i believe he's a gift from god at least for now. i guess that's about all the crap i have tonight... i guess i need to find something else to kill time... i guess... i guess... | |
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| \\ tmr ` ; | Wednesday, May 04, 2005 1:11 AM |
tomorrow.. or rather later... will be exciting pat-&-3cia hang-out day. but sadly i have to check out my miserable results after 6am. that means, i may have totally no mood to slack at all. but probably that's the whole plan. i'm suppose to see my pathetic grades then get out for some air and push that right to the darkest corner of my mind. i really hope a miracle happens... i remember saying that if i pass all of the papers, miracles do exist. this is terrible... it feels as though i'm never gonna make it through poly at all... i'm only in year one. geez... pat will cheer me up i believe. that's why i love her *sobx* | |
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| + i + | Tuesday, May 03, 2005 9:02 PM |
Call Him Mine It was only a matter of time Before I got tired of your ways I tried to make you fire But you were only ice And you didn't seem to wanna change So then I looked to someone new And he was looking back at me too Saw that I was hurt Knew just what to say Knew just how to push the pain away You know I need stability And you know you can't give it to me My sun may never rise the way it did with you And he may never kiss me the way that you do But at least he makes me feel like a part of his life At least he doesn't make me cry I know I can call him mine Though when I call him on the phone I never feel butterflies I know that I can trust He'll always give me love And I know mine will grow for him in time He tells me that I'm beautiful And I never ever heard that from you He doesn't cost me pain Tears falling like the rain And though I'm still in love with you You know I need stability And you know you can't give it to me My sun may never rise the way it did with you And he may never kiss me the way that you do But at least he makes me feel like a part of his life At least he doesn't make me cry I know I can call him mine It wasn't easy letting go But I know that I had to think of the long run and say goodbye And find someone who appreciates me even though even though My sun may never rise the way it did with you And he may never kiss me the way that you do But at least he makes me feel like a part of his life At least he doesn't make me cry I know I can call him mine | |
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