| :rev0|uti0n: | Wednesday, July 27, 2005 12:49 AM |
yes that's right. soon enough, i'll go however far... to find a brand new me. simply for the fact that i'm not good enough. i mean it. i'll change. externally. hopefully right. | |
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| pain ` | Friday, July 22, 2005 9:26 PM |
so i'm not over it. so what? you were never into it. just give me time. some more cries. it doesn't seem to matter to you. at all. someone silly. something inside her is hurting like crazy. help me. somebody listen to me. this can't be true. shattered hopes ; vanishing dreams. devastated. period. | |
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| .hundred. | 1:21 AM |
i pulled through it again. and i promise never to again. at least not in the same way. today... or rather yesterday, was the third month. and seriously, nothing much at all. i went home after school. he came over to my home. the end. i'm sick of the complaints. i've tried my best and i think any other person ought to be glad. because i can't help it, really. i don't seem to understand at all. | |
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| how? | Wednesday, July 20, 2005 8:45 PM |
should i or should i not? go back to genki. another issue. why does it hurt? what am i thinking? i found you in there once again. i... don't know what to do. | |
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| :| | Tuesday, July 19, 2005 11:38 PM |
should i or should i not? for the sake of money. the clean, legal way. the non-disgracing way. so where do i head now? lost but once again. | |
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| sux0r | 8:06 PM |
home is getting more and more sickening. i can't take it much longer. in about another month's time i'll have money and start saving for my own use. yah, i hope the time comes soon. real soon. this fucking surveyor called my home. fuck her. i curse her entire life. get a life biatch! | |
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| umm* | Sunday, July 17, 2005 12:19 AM |
maybe, just maybe. i may seem a lil too unfair. maybe, just maybe. i may have lost some sense. where, you wonder, has my integrity gone. what, i wonder, has gone wrong. nobody knows. not even me. will someone please tell me. how do i go on? | |
사랑해요 | |
| cries | 12:03 AM |
for the entire day i've been dealing with my stomach cramp. time of the month. they call it period. hurhur. i've come to realise how much you really suck. i thought for a moment i was wrong about you. but i guess at that time i was blinded. and i really hate you for being that attitude bitch. went to meet that bunch of kids earlier on tonight. had this quite not nice dinner at this coffee shop. the cramp went away a little that time. but it came back soon enough. so now wad? i'm your princess. so then now you're everyone's prince. i like how everybody thinks for you. the way i want to too. but am i asking for more and more again? | |
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| .: that cremation :. | Wednesday, July 13, 2005 11:49 AM |
and today's the cremation. don't you just hate life? the fact that at the end we simply die. what's the point? from now on. yes. | |
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| .: that funeral :. | Monday, July 11, 2005 12:40 AM |
i'm just as sad. so i went to the funeral today. i'll never forget. and even though he doesn't show his grief. i know how he feels. and i can feel it too. whatever it takes me, i will always be there for him. he constantly surprises me with how strong he is and how well he's handling this. that's my `lil brother. | |
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| .: my 'lil brother :. | Sunday, July 10, 2005 2:55 PM |
screwed. close to tears. my beloved spider kel's mum passed away yesterday morning=( wad can i say? my `lil chop chop deserves better. for he's one of the best things that came into my life. and so i wish with all my heart upon anything, everything. i wish he'll be fine. i wish i never have to see him cry again. i wish the best for him for whatever it takes me to do. he's my treasure and will always be. | |
사랑해요 | |
| yes ~ | Saturday, July 09, 2005 1:22 AM |
guys = insensitive ; period. back to one freak gb saturday again. just kill me. please do. | |
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| messed` [[ -.ity_ ]] | Sunday, July 03, 2005 1:19 AM |
just like in the past, you failed me. not just once, but over and over again. i'm not denying my hopes for the ray of light. but i'm not waitin' for a rainbow. truly, it takes time to see a person through and through. well i took years to see through you... and now i do. but won't you take a look back and see how much i've done? i'm not asking for alot, am i? apparently, things are still the same. and if things have to be this way, why don't you carry on thinkin' i won't grow up? i'm hiding a reality from you. an act of hurt to somebody else. we will never be, but maybe a 'lil bit closer than what used to be? nobody knows what i'm talking about i reckon. not that it matters. i rather it go unrecognised. because it hurts. still do. will always be. how about you let me go? how about calling it quits? i can't accept you loving me for what i am and not who i am. i'm but just a girl...... | |
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| [truthh] | Saturday, July 02, 2005 1:22 AM |
what in the world do i think i'm doing? i'm probably out of my mind. do i really think it's gonna happen? oh gimme a break. hell, what's going on? am i thinking too much or wad? it's a trap, 3cia... trap... it's a long way to bottom. get out before it's too late. he's not reality. come on, be cool... play it out and get it over and done with. quit loitering around danger estate... but then again, ain't i much happier this way? evil from hide-and-seek...... | |
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