如果我们只是擦肩而过,
何必在彼此身上留下伤痕.

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我是双鱼女

i ♥ boyfriend
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silent confession Tuesday, October 31, 2006
2:41 PM

i have something to tell you.

but it isn't just anything.

find the answer...

it's all in my eyes.



ti amo <3

사랑해요


love is zijing , ivy & qianwen
3:41 AM

i wish time could stop.

i wish love wouldn't fail.

it's hard being a nice person all the time.

yet it's hard being nasty all the same.

and i'm just standing in the middle of nowhere...

being nice and being not.

caught in the mess i left myself with...

just hoping the rain will wash it all away.

however hard i try and try...

day after day ; again and again...

it's will still be the same.



i say, ivy... i so hate my tears too.

why do rivers run dry when love never dies?

when will trust fall into place?

when can i be the one to make you smile?

the shine in your eyes means ... nothing...

very much apparent... `cuz they're not meant for me.

사랑해요


love is zijing , ivy & qianwen
3:25 AM

why ?

what about me ?

why does things matter so much to you ...

that they blind you from what matters to me ?

why should i hurt ...

when it's never about me ?

사랑해요


pieces of my <3 Monday, October 30, 2006
11:01 AM

i want to scream. i want to shout.

look at this world. look at them.

i don't want to pretend. i don't want to smile.

i hate to say what's hurtin' inside.

i know it's wrong. i know i'm wrong.

but them tears fall...

won't you look at me now?





ti amo <3

사랑해요


SORRY FRIENDS Friday, October 20, 2006
4:00 PM

i just wanna apologise to the people i've been neglecting lately.

explanation being i found something i love to do.

maybe in time to come the fire will die off...

the passion will fade.

but right now that's what makes me happy.

and i hope you guys understand this fact.

on another note...

somethings are too late.

yet somethings can never be.

i don't want to change.

i don't want to cry.

i don't want this pain.

사랑해요


girl~ Wednesday, October 18, 2006
2:58 AM

keep your friends close.

keep your enemies closer.

i'd do anything to get what i want.

anything.

i'm just sorry you have to be the one.

사랑해요


ti amo Monday, October 16, 2006
12:30 PM

i was late for school =(

as in like i literally missed a whole 2 hours of lab.

i'm bored and i feel like i'm gonna break into pieces soon.

aching all over lols.

but still, i love work (:

come visit me soon peeps~

ti amo dessert cafe @ serangoon center opposite macdonald's

사랑해요


yawnsss Wednesday, October 11, 2006
1:36 AM

i'm so freaking tired now.

but i just can't resist the urge to blog nothing.

school hasn't been fantastic...

but i still get to see jooooweeeee =)

maybe when school starts for other people next week...

it will be more crowded and i'll bump into more people.

hopefully...

and tomorrow i gotta go down ti amo for training.

wish hard that my colleagues are cool people.

lol love all ~

사랑해요


back to school Monday, October 09, 2006
10:16 AM

great. i came to school early.

the lecturer came late.

and he came with the news that there is no lab on the first week.

i feel so cheated.

bad start of the new semester.

kill me.

i'm so bored i don't even know what to blog about. rofl.

사랑해요


blinded Wednesday, October 04, 2006
12:53 AM

sometimes...

i feel so... overwhelmed...

so blinded...

when i don't get what i want.

when things don't go my way.

sometimes...

i make decisions so unfair to loved ones.

i keep secrets that hurt the people around me.

feel me... please come back...

사랑해요