如果我们只是擦肩而过,
何必在彼此身上留下伤痕.

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我是双鱼女

i ♥ boyfriend
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i don't hate you; i just don't like you. Sunday, September 30, 2007
5:59 PM

he's cute.
he's brilliant.
he's all i think about.
he's everything you're not.

for the last time.
i made the same mistake thrice.
you've lost all the trust i ever tried to have in you.
how about... i already expected all of these to happen?
i'm sorry(not really).
but being with you hurts me, girl.
good bye.

사랑해요


Thursday, September 27, 2007
4:30 AM

不再像从前
我们已不是我们
事实就摆在眼前
剩下的只是如何去面对
怎样接受这残酷的改变

哭也哭过了;痛也痛过了
不能说的甜言蜜语;不能表现的关心
再伟大的爱我想应该也不能够承受

我不想
但是。。。梦醒了。。。

사랑해요


trapped Monday, September 24, 2007
1:44 PM

现在是怎样?
说来就来; 说走就走。
这样的你只让我越来越难受。
隐藏一点也不快乐。
假装一点也不轻松。

但是我的世界已被你占据。
i guess it's too late for all of us now.

사랑해요


yet again Sunday, September 23, 2007
7:34 PM

we've always known it's part and parcel of life to get hurt along the journey.
when you were here i vaguely recall how time just flew past the both of us.
but of course i've been through the same thing over and over before.
still i can't seem to figure out the reason... and i lost track of how many times i've asked why.
why is it always me?
why must it be him?
why did i choose to let go of the knowledge that all good things come to an end?
so now, how many times will this repetition take place?
sadly, the worst things that happen in our lives are so often somehow or other linked to the best things.

一个微笑
一个拥抱
牵着手一起创造了秘密
你却选择放弃属于我们的世界
头也不回地离去
一句话也没有说
你觉得。。。这样真的可以吗?

사랑해요


finally friday Friday, September 21, 2007
8:45 AM

being baby of the office isn't exactly fun.
busy. tired.
i just need enough to get through today.
i just hope you wouldn't keep leaving me behind.
it's not just about you alone.
can you understand?

사랑해요


more than words Wednesday, September 19, 2007
3:08 AM

想要不放弃地追求一个梦想。
梦。。。是你。
不想面对; 不想说。
但身边的人都比我更清楚。
不是纯心欺骗; 只是害怕面对。
爱向来都是痛苦,不是吗?

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安静无聊的星期二下午
独自走在和你一起走过的地方。
和你度过的时光
我想只会是记忆中再也摸不着的幸福。
对你而言,这样真的无所谓吗?
你难道忘了吗?

사랑해요


helpless Tuesday, September 18, 2007
2:05 AM

do you know what it's like to be helpless?
yeah, i do not deny it is true.
the fact that i'm way overloaded with my own set of troubles.
i wish there is something i can do to help you still.

you're strong and it's something i've always admired you for.
what i've gone through is nothing in comparison.
how could you have kept us all in the dark?
why did you choose to be alone?

all of today has left me speechless.
is there really nothing i can do?

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2 days.
more than i can handle.
now it's tough to start all over again...
or even pretend that nothing has happened at all.
but your smile, your voice, your laughter... or maybe it's everything about you.
i'm at least glad to see you once again.
that journey; i so wish it can last forever.
when there is nothing left to say...
will you ever be contented just staying right here?

it's alright, i think i know your answer.
i'd say i'm okay, but everyone knows it isn't real.

사랑해요


滴下的眼泪已停不住了 Sunday, September 16, 2007
11:27 PM

好久不见
怎么会这样?
记忆中的你渐渐开始模糊了
你。。。变了吗?


翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现

사랑해요


*NOTE Saturday, September 15, 2007
12:08 PM

Please look out for an SP bike by plate number FS2953R.
If you spot it, do notify me immediately.
Important. Thanks.

사랑해요


one litre of tears Friday, September 14, 2007
1:57 AM

'cuz those words kept repeating in my head.
his words.


i'd hate you if i could.
my world's crumbling just because of 3 simple words.
you're amazing.



anyway, no money to eat.
do what you know is right.
need i say more?
'cuz it's worse than before now i'm working and i'm starving every single time.
thanks huh, you know what i mean.

사랑해요


BICL Tuesday, September 11, 2007
3:17 PM

work is crazy.
like totally.

and so many of you haven't seen me for so long.
well, what should i say?
i guess i wouldn't be as crazy as before.
because right where all the ridiculous ideas reside...
now there is not much room for them anymore.
there's so much to do... so much to get used to.
maybe because it's just the beginning.

you may not be the best companion at times.
but i'm grateful that you've been around.
more than i can imagine you'd be.


You're the reason i believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

사랑해요


2 days left Saturday, September 08, 2007
1:20 AM

hello everybody!
my handphone is down.
period.

사랑해요


time Monday, September 03, 2007
1:10 PM

you can definitely feel it when life goes wrong.
decisions i've made doesn't complement each other.
but that's about all i want to comment right now.


with each passing day.
still endless possibilities hovering in the air.
hope is diminishing rapidly.
such feeling is fading as i go along.
maybe i just need more time to understand what you're really about.

사랑해요


Sunday, September 02, 2007
1:59 AM

昨天的幸福
今天的悲伤
我并不是你想像中的坚强
也不是你所看见的快乐

那瞬间的痛
我想你永远都不会懂

再难过也只能放在心里
不想却又不能控制我自己

사랑해요


a moment to remember Saturday, September 01, 2007
1:39 AM

something i'd never dream of.
everything i'd wish for.
it's so simple; so small.
yet at the same time all too significant.

the last day.
and trust me, something inside spells sad.
it's been close to a year.
you would be too, if you were in my shoes.

waiting for the right time; sufficient resources.
it's exciting and full of anticipation.
i hear my bidding.
soon, it is time.

사랑해요