| brunei sucks | Friday, February 22, 2008 9:29 AM |
reagan. i WILL miss you!   see you in july | |
사랑해요 | |
| ~ | Thursday, February 21, 2008 6:48 PM |
the last day. anyway, i'm so bored. i hate pmp. i hate having a job that forces me to work on my off. i hate this feeling of emptiness within. i even feel like crying. now it's come this far. i've done all i could to be right beside. and you've told me everything that i wished i'll never know. much as i appreciate your trust... can i still tell you how i feel after knowing everything? will you think i'm crazy? but...... | |
사랑해요 | |
| 4days | Wednesday, February 20, 2008 6:16 PM |
sad. i fell down yesterday. fell...... into the drain ): i was just telling myself to hang in there for one more day. and then the next thing i know (well, not really)...... it's already the end of 'the next day'. what i mean is... i'm finally getting a break. what i hate is... there are only 2 days left. the fact is starting to sink in. i always knew this is gonna hurt. so, i can't say what break i'm having. and i'm not telling what's coming 2 days later. because it all leads to something not so good. going to see zijing now. love | |
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| hate family | Monday, February 18, 2008 9:04 AM |
what exactly is family for? i really have no idea. as far as i'm concerned, i really hate it now. 'cuz it's been so long since...... there was never anyone else until now. and i've came to an understanding how they used to feel. i want to always be there. i want them to know that i'm that girl. i want to be your world. but it's not even possible...... broken hearted. now, it's starting to hurt. please let it be over. | |
사랑해요 | |
| now | Sunday, February 17, 2008 3:17 PM |
the more i know the more it hurts the longer it is the deeper it gets 回来了；却远远的 我终于等到这一天；得到的却是空虚 爱上了你的存在；习惯了你的不在 所有的一切都正在现在 烦！ 8 years 就这样算了 累；我很想让一切结束 but this is just the beginning | |
사랑해요 | |
| dying | Saturday, February 16, 2008 9:39 AM |
yup, he's back alright. so it's back to the old times. only, more complicated than ever. this is pure torture. horrifying; and it's happening to me. i think this is how people die from exhaustion. i need some help. i hope it's gonna be jus the two of us, now. | |
사랑해요 | |
| stupid library | Friday, February 15, 2008 11:41 AM |
i know. not supposed to blog about work etc, i know. but i'm hating all of it right now. i'm not a kid; i'm not dumb. i do everything because i'm just trying to be nice. damn it. finally, today. i know i still have to work over the weekends and stuff. but guess what!? kel is coming back. at long last! yes, maybe he'll be too drunk to make it back. but i'm just glad to know it's his last day there. he's moving home. i'm not dreaming! loves. on the other hand, reagan; please don't go ): | |
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| k | Wednesday, February 13, 2008 2:42 PM |
was, is and always will be, the most important person in my life. fading away but coming back. should i be glad or should i be sad? 2008; still all out for him who believes not in love. can i return to the past? or is the past already returning to me? | |
사랑해요 | |
| c h u a | Wednesday, February 06, 2008 3:05 AM |
见到爱；心跳反而没那么快。 你的可爱我已牢牢记在心怀。 如果可以，我会一直在你这里。 好好爱你只不过是轻而易举。 见到爱；至少现在还是你。 为了你我还是迷失了自己。 | |
사랑해요 | |
| $47 | Tuesday, February 05, 2008 8:28 AM |
yet another sleepless night. like worse than the previous one. if anyone happen to read this post, note: let me MIA for tonight, please. 'cuz i think i may just drop dead any moment. thank god for teddy bears at work. | |
사랑해요 | |
| smiles and frowns | Monday, February 04, 2008 12:36 AM |
(: finally met zijing after one million years. ): too cold being reagan's pillion. (: jono is back. ): lester is gone. (: meeting imah later. ): can't drag myself up early for brekkie with jono. (: getting my new phone. ): where's kel? i'm happy, i think. damn i almost had a chance to ask. can i like, scream? love is...... something too hard to keep. harder when you're not even here. 累；是期待永远不会发生的事情 我不想一直对着天空伸着手 期待谁来牵住我往前走 | |
사랑해요 | |
| zzz | Saturday, February 02, 2008 7:34 AM |
this shit ass feeling is making me i need, NEED, to sleep. | |
사랑해요 | |