| .::. blahxx .::. | Sunday, February 06, 2005 1:50 AM |
i so dont have the mood to blog but im doing it as a chore right now. people must be interested to know about life at genki united square. well for everyone's information... it sux... like totally. the more familiar people i work with... the more i feel like cryin'... i still cannot put ondo to the back of my mind. i still need ondo in my life. todae it crossed my mind... and i know there's no other solution... if this carries on, i'll have to leave genki... i dont know if it's the problem with genki or the sushi counter... all i know is i feel so empty yet at the same time i feel like there's no room for me to breathe. i cannot go on cryin' every other day. adrian im not gettin' used to crying... i can't help it. i've been wondering what would it be like when ondo revives. will we really be back together all over again? if yes, will it really be like before? it's like i lived on regular strong dosage of ondo and everything else that comes with it. now i'm deprived of an addiction i cannot quit. i'm desperate to get rid of those down syndroms. i just wanna get over it! | |
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