| 4th " | Monday, April 18, 2005 3:04 PM |
now's the forth day of my official school holidaess. i'm finally gettin' a break. geez friday came home at 5am, saturday went out at 8am, sunday came home at 4am. goshh... wth! i'm gonna have bad luck for 3 years more to go at least 'cuz i just broke a mirror! =( and i thought my luck's finally gettin' better. oh never mind. i'm used to it anyway. i wonder if pat came back to check up the update for her. hmms she didn't response =/ i don't know what to say -sigh- let's just hope everything's gonna be fine. we'll be fine... i'm almost sure i wanted to post something more in depth than this entry. but then i can't seem to recall what it is... thanks to my CMI memory. so i'll just carry on with some random rants hoping later on it'll hop back into my brain, yah. so... i've been thinking. i mean... he's subconciously going on the path i led him on. so it's like good news. but now that he's coming so fast... i really don't know what to do. i'm not even sure of what i feel but he's almost there. this time i'm not lost. perhaps more like nervous or anxious... then the heartbeat quickens. you start having cold sweats. you pace around aimlessly... yeah somethin' like that. but i can see he's on the path i wanted him to go alright. no doubt about that... what am i gonna do? | |
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