| - deh dayy - | Thursday, April 21, 2005 2:05 PM |
well i'm back from zhonghua sports day. finally a lil bit of spare time to blog details before i go to bed. i didn't sleep last night because i was out with weicheng, zijing and goon the entire night till 5am. then met zijing and beekian at 6am. apparantly he shot the ultimate question that i wasn't at all ready for just yet. confusion is probably the after effect... now inside me are knots after knots. i feel the butterflies. something's stirring inside of me. i try to convince myself that it's related to how fast you're committing. but i know there's somethin' else so plastic about it. somehow at this point in time i am unable to devote all of myself. somehow i have a feeling... i never will be able. i'm really trying my very best. there's nothing more i can do. maybe you can do something... otherwise, i simply give in to fate. call me mean, call me bytch... i'm okay... because suddenly i think so too. how long will you hold on? | |
사랑해요 | |