| >> weep | Friday, April 15, 2005 2:11 AM |
this is crap. i think i might pass out any moment because i can't breathe. because i'm crying so badly... over wad? over thinkin' about how hard i've worked to earn what i deserve all the years. do i sound childish? i feel so awful... i sound like a kid who didn't get the toy he wanted. i'm not bawling over guys... i'm not whining about school... but now i'm bothered about gb. after finally letting go, i'm sitting here in front of my computer at 2.17am... uncontrollably sobbing over all the little bad things in gb like how i didn't get the badges that i'm supposed to get. or eagles award. or school colours. do i sound pathetic or what? i don't even know what i'm thinking now. why can't i stop crying? what is that fucked up CCA worth? what does it mean to me? what am i still holding on to? | |
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