| but.. | Thursday, January 26, 2006 2:02 AM |
i just said change yes... but i just saw his blog.. just saw his post... i'm so scared. perhaps another sleepless night for an answer to my anxiety. do you know what fear is? i have it... right now. what am i trembling about? why am i even trembling? is it so horrifying i have to tremble like this? i have to be strong not weak. i have to walk with him. but who is that she? i am so.. so terrified.. but i have a need and a right to know. i'm not gonna start crying but i need to stop trembling if it's possible. for christ sake save this fragile life of mine... it's breaking apart. it's shaking so hard... | |
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