| chance | Sunday, January 22, 2006 3:13 AM |
if you still love me.. let me have the right to take a stand. i may be making a selfish choice. but to me it's not. i don't want to take that break. fate didn't plan for you to come into my life to bring me only happiness. we're together to go through thick and thin with each other. that is what makes us strong. that is what makes our relationship strong. to me, it is a test destiny is putting us through. no, i really don't want to fail it once again. my pasts are practices life has given to me.. to prepare me for this day this relationship. you want me to be the one to share your joy.. but i want to be the one to share your woes as well. love is a gift from heaven. i want to be your gift. not just now... not just in memories... but till the end. i don't want to be your burden. i want to share your load. if my choice is to leave.. i am selfish and unworthy. because i only want to be happy. but no... that's not what i want. i want you to be happy. do you only want me? or do you really need me? wanting is just a desire. needing is maybe like love i'm not sure. if you need me.. don't say that again... because i know i need you. you wanted my honest opinion... yes i will have problem living life without you. my head is spinning. for the people who has asked me to let go.. sorry for that's not what i'll do. never. thanks jing for spending time with me. you take care too. to everyone... i know what i want and i know my love is priceless. don't worry for me... because as long as there is love. i will survive this. to you... i want you to learn the meaning of hope, happiness, care, bliss, peace, faith and love.. by being with me. | |
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