| it's just for a while | Tuesday, January 24, 2006 3:34 AM |
how did things just change overnight? you bet it's another sleepless night. maybe i'll study... or at least try. it's so wrong. with all the projects due exams coming. why couldn't things hang on for a while? yet here i am still pretending to be strong. last week's today... i waited for four hours. to save a relationship that's going bad. right now i'm not saving a relationship. i just want to have the most important thing in my life. something more important that life itself. i'm just doing something i need. something i need to do to stay alive. that's my oxygen. it is essential. sometimes it runs out like now. and i'm just on the verge of breaking down. but i tell myself... i'm fine... it's just for a little while. i'm not lying to myself. i'm not... i'm not crying... it's just for a little while. it's mine... it's meant to be. i'm never ever gonna be alone. now's just for a little while... the things... i think i'll do it tomorrow. after all... it's a gift from my heart with simple words from the bottom of my heart. maybe the 9th month is just too late. i guess i'm just like late. but no point keeping them... they belong to where they were meant to go. and to him is where they should go. tomorrow... i will do it. | |
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