| sorry | Friday, January 27, 2006 3:58 AM |
maybe not tonight. i'm not going to be cheena and crap in chinese. but im still gonna say stuffs though. stuff like how that shirt is hiding under my pillow so that i can sleep at night hah. like how i really still want to go on. much as i want to simply be happy that it happened today.. i can't help but be afraid that it's just pity or just obligation.. it still hurts but just that somehow i press on. love is just an amazing thing that works wonders in me... when you pursue something you love you never get tired... i guess this is what it simply means. they said there's no more turning back when feelings fade. maybe that's what it is. maybe you just don't want me. even though cruelty exists... i know things you did to me. i will press on. because i understand... maybe i tremble my heart do flips... i know it's better than i stopped moving my heart stop pumping... maybe i cry in darkness alone at night.. but i smile to know when you are fine. for love i made a big mistake. a mistake he might never forgive me. love makes people lose their mind... how wrong can i get. i'm sorry i had to lose control again tonight. so sorry... | |
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