| three times | Monday, January 23, 2006 1:27 AM |
three times. i went there three times today. i made it through this day. by standing on the edge... looking down... telling myself... it's not over yet. for an hour or so. i really did it. im sorry if i pissed you guys off at all. i am really trying my best. i need people to be there. i need to not be alone. i am so screwed that a stranger had to slap me you know. yet... it didn't hurt. i really appreciate the people who showed concern one way or another. real or fake. i really needed those... and especially to evan today... but no... i am quite certain... another sleepless night for me. | |
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