| i'm selfish and only know how to think for myself | Tuesday, February 28, 2006 3:00 PM |
the end is coming ever so soon for me. why is that fear slowly consuming me? the fear of losing my world once again... i wanted to hold his hand. but he didn't want to hold mine back i wanted to cuddle him and tell him everything's gonna be okay. but he didn't want to use my hug and hear my comfort. he don't know that pain is killing me. it hurts more than what his eyes can see. he don't know each and every night. the lights go out and the tears come trickling down endlessly. nobody knows. to him... i am just somebody... uber selfish. i only know how to think for myself. but to all my dearest friends... don't you guys just think that's probably the last personality a girl like me will adopt? and to everyone around me... i may pretend to be strong and sometimes it may show. but just for me.. won't all you guys be my sweethearts and tell me how fine i really seem to be? b`cuz it really isn't easy to be alone. it isn't easy to lose what you love. it isn't easy to hear from someone you love that you simply suck to the core. yet to him... i'm just selfish and i only know how to think for myself. i'm selfish and only know how to think for myself. i'm selfish and only know how to think for myself. i'm selfish and only know how to think for myself. i'm selfish and only know how to think for myself. i'm selfish and only know how to think for myself. | |
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