| why? | Friday, February 03, 2006 12:34 AM |
i cried again tonight. it's just no matter how happy i try to be there's a shadow i can't hide. there's a fear i can't hide. i can lie to the world. but i cannot fool myself. obviously missing him... but i can't say anything. i can't do anything... i cried... because of what? because i miss him? because i can't get what i want? because i lost to love again? i don't know... i just lost control... and i guess that's the only time i can cry too. alone in the middle of the night. nobody knows. nobody can see. nobody gets hurt... but me. i thought i'm supposed to be happy. | |
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