| 3cia .. u're just fine | Wednesday, May 17, 2006 9:24 AM |
i just reached school.. sat down.. and here i am blogging away. for a very simple reason.. i'm not exactly feeling great. why? i don't know... i can't possibly say i'm upset because she's pretty. can i? but it's dominating my mind... building nightmares in my mind... conquering me while i'm sleeping... and there is nothing i can do about it... i don't feel like eating. i don't feel like talking. i don't feel like doing anything. all just because... haiz... i want to be as good as her... i want to stop feeling this inferior... how can i convince myself that i am really good enough? if i can't even feel worthy of myself... how can he feel that i'm worthy? i really need to be confident for a love i want to keep. maybe it's time i realised i shut my door in God's face. maybe... let's go to the beach... the best way to make wishes come true... the ocean have ears... | |
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