| fuck friday | Saturday, June 10, 2006 11:35 AM |
i just didn't plan for my first weekend since IAP started to turn out like that. i just wanted to get friday over and done with... so that on saturday (today) i can have my fair share of fun in peace. i managed to do my work. i managed to get things in place. i managed to cope with that fear inside for a week's time. and it was finally friday... yet turned out it was some black friday in disguise. i damn wish all i did was to go home and sleep like how i wanted it to be. i hate this feeling of something stuck in the throat and constantly feeling like crying. i just wish all that didn't happen. i wish the wounds can stop hurting me. more scars. more fears. more pain. i wish there is a shoulder for me to lean on now. a hug.. a pat.. someone to tell me it's ok now tricia... it's ok... | |
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