| and all my crap | Saturday, November 11, 2006 2:10 AM |
oh-so-touched. chee and felicia came to visit me again! okay actually i'm not sure whether it's to chill or to visit me. but it's okay. i'll just think on the bright side. HAHA! but it's quite besides my point of blogging. half the time.. or rather all the time.. my mind just go blank when i do navigate to this page. and i have so much to say... yet i don't know what to say... or maybe i just don't know how to put it so that people will interpret it the wrong way. yea i meant it. the wrong way. to make up for the lack of posts in past and future... since i have the mood tonight... let this be a freaking long entry. the blog proper shall of course be my favourite content. matters of the heart. well i thank Tiamo much for making so many of my days. and i of course want to thank you too. it didn't mean nothin' when i said priceless... there wasn't a lie in anything i conveyed to you... all in all, it's still up to your verdict between trust or not to trust. i ever wondered how you derived at this "solution"... sometimes i don't care that curiosity killed the cat. what i want to hear is it could have been. maybe from the start it went wrong. because things happened to me and messed up my life.. and i messed chances up. but i want to know your heart ever tried to stray away from present... because of someone like me? maybe i've been slow. maybe i've been giving the wrong impression... i always thought it can never be... i thought i'd be satisfied being a great pal... but over time i figured maybe i'll never make it to where i thought i can go. and three words deprived me of all i ever wanted this past month. it's too late. yesterday, today, tomorrow... and at least a couple more tomorrows... i'll still be wishing to be a part of that nasty lil secret. the people who seems happiest are usually those that hides the most sorrows inside. they all tell me... the eyes can speak. surely you know everything... `cuz my tiniest lie couldn't fool you the slightest bit. let's do this some other day... i'm plain exhausted. | |
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