| excruciating ~ | Tuesday, November 14, 2006 1:31 AM |
is it really true that one will be content just knowing the one he/she likes is happy? if the answer is yes, then i probably did a very right thing. but how come i don't seem to feel ecstatic after that? and the heart suddenly seem to have this sinking feeling... why is there a voice silently repeating in my mind... constantly telling me sorry...? it's terrifying me... it's excruciating... when can i wake up and forget everything ever happened? let's just hope that when what i'm afraid to face happens... i won't shed any tear of sorrow... but smile and pretend everything fell into place the way it's all supposed to be. i'm fine... actually, no i'm not. does it make a difference? it's not even important. what's suppose to happen is bound to happen. just... be happy ? | |
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