| your answer | Sunday, December 17, 2006 1:16 PM |
what is giving up? if not asking for more is giving up, then yes i've given up. if not thinking back and quiting "what-ifs" is giving up, then no i've not given up. what is love? if accepting everything unconditionally is love, then yes i love you. if being contented with all the things i accepted is love, then no i don't love you. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to say. you make me feel like i'm standing in your way. the first time you left me stranded, hurt and disappointed. the second time there wasn't even a proper good bye. now, the third time i'm so sick of the game you're playing. i kept trying but i kept crying. i can't erase the memories of you tellin' how important she is. i can't convince myself that i'm better than her. you can't possibly imagined the tremor i've went through just by knowing her. i've never felt more inferior these 19 years of my life. and there you were assuring me that she is right. i'm sorry for being weak but no... i'm not strong enough to handle all that crap. i never will be. somehow, she's still in your life. somehow, i hate to share. | |
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