| 2oo7 | Monday, January 01, 2007 1:58 PM |
i'm treating you the way i treat a friend. you didn't believe i was this cold to them. but now that you have the chance to have a taste of it. yes, that's all i give to my friends. and you know what you'll say? you'll go something like no, this isn't what i'm like. i can't see myself better than you do. yeah, you'll do anything to tell me i'm wrong. we can't sit down and talk anymore. but i'm not sorry because you're the one who didn't want it in the first place. you want to change? yeah, i wanna help. and i've tried my best to help but you still didn't change. i'm sorry i wasn't much of a help. i'm busy all the time and i'm not lying. so i'm not supposed to go out with my colleagues and friends... 'cuz all the time that i have in this world is yours? if you don't believe that i'm so fucking busy... there's nothing i can do. come on. you know why we don't have a need to hold a conversation? that's because you still cannot remember the simplest of all things. all the questions you asked... i've already answered at least once. the person who knows best what happened between us is you. why ask me? but since you want to know... you broke up with me thrice. that's what happened. i haven't been avoiding you. i have been working/sleeping/doing project. i can't possibly reply every single sms that you send or pick up every single call. i apologise for tiring you out in the course of our relationship... but rest assured that your peace will be back in no time at all... you've been suffering? oh, you're so not alone. maybe i should really just disappear... then life for you would be much much better. FOR THE LAST TIME. i already told you what you should do. but sadly, you still chose to ignore it. forget it. | |
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