| 4am | Thursday, March 22, 2007 12:02 AM |
i grew to learn that happiness doesn't last for long. maybe it's just the things my curiosity brings me to finding out. or maybe it all really wears out within a short time span. well, what can i say? sometimes, i really wonder. the night i stayed awake so i can message you goodbye. the pretty high fever i ended up having the following day for that reason. the days i sat around wishing you're around. then i waited for you to come back... so i can say a bit of hey welcome home. comes another time i held my breath and plucked up all my courage. to call up and listen to that voice, but it's yet another little goodbye. i wanted to shout for joy, i wanted to squeal in delight. for i counted that a second time, i remember. occupying myself with everything didn't help in forgetting you. well, it's over. and miserable days ended when you miraculously appeared. yesterday, life seemed so beautiful. but none of it ever lasted. i know. between us, nothing as yet is worth remeberance. not to you anyway. but you don't know how happy i was, just yesterday. you don't know how happy i was. i feel like crying. `cuz i feel my heart breaking. God is telling u, he doesnt bother abt what happened in the past, but he cares for whats coming in the future. thats why he might be waiting for u to make the turn to be able to be at peace, and to know that he forgive you. God will never fail you. | |
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