| yishun POSB! | Saturday, March 24, 2007 1:09 AM |
for the convenience of one saturday... i forgot about the inconvenience of the following three saturdays. ugh, how smart can i get ): i kept waiting for saturday and it has arrived. but now i'm torn apart. by two choices and an obvious route to take. if Daphne was right that God will bring me there... then perhaps now is time i go to bed and think no more. the dreadfulness i feel... is it fear? can somebody tell me what to do? i hope i get to nee soon camp on time... and i hope for every single good thing... so that i will in time see the worth of sacrificing three innocent saturdays. i hope i hit the target for tomorrow... so that they'll be pleased and i'll be contented... let everybody be satisfied. something i prayed for ; a prayer fulfilled. now, i promise to work hard. the rest, it's up to You. my life ; Your plans. this time i'll do my very best. the heart - isn't that the place i'd love to reside? - it's been a long time since i caught up with people around. thanks kel for having dinner with poor `lil me. haha! for so readily agreeing... for actually offering to spare time at the void deck like so many years ago. it was nice to talk to qianwen again... standing at our usual void deck spot with me blabbering away non-stop. i'll miss these days when time comes you're gone. can't recall the last words i've spoken to eric when we were still classmates. but thanks to chong pang, it was really a great chat that triggered alot of fond past memories. i do wish he'll go back to YMM and take a look, find his future in the past. i found it a place worthy to stay. just sometimes in life we're too lost and everything's so grey. and of course, lots of love for candice for choosing GB in the end. drill competition happens only once a couple of years. let's take the time off for a place that allowed our paths to cross. without GB, without drill competition, we probably wouldn't have become one another's bytch (: many important changes are taking place. physically and psychologically. my marathon of faith is still going strong <3 | |
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