| please | Sunday, May 13, 2007 10:46 PM |
i miss the times i could stay at home and sit around doing nothing. i've reached a point where sleeping in as late as i want is nearly impossible. there's so much to do and more still to come. worse when from other's point of view i'm not even busy. hidden responsibilities; they never fail to knock on my door. it is indeed my honour to serve... but i just wish the world can understand & perhaps care. when i'm already struggling crazily, words of misjudgement kills me. is it possible to spare me from all these? i wouldn't deny the truth before my eyes. it doesn't take a genius to read between my lines. yes, it is true. it may have been a wrong advancement... but today, i've discovered alot. being where i am, i don't even know how i should feel. maybe it was already planned for me to go there... to understand what it is that i'm asking of from the Lord all these months. maybe it was for me to know the road i'm choosing is not a piece of cake. maybe it was a mental preparation for what i shall receive in due time. the possibilities aplenty. will great faith bring me what i still believe He will give unto me? i'm tired of this police-and-thief game. i'm no police, just stay where you are. i really want you to stay. | |
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