| zzz | Wednesday, July 18, 2007 12:14 AM |
don't put me on hold. it's been half a year and i'm running out of breath. i stood here and watched every single thing go by... you just couldn't even utter to me a simple hi. guess what? i totally feel like screaming at you. i don't want to say good bye to you. why do this to me? i'm dead tired for real. the past 2 days was draining because of interviews. like seriously, i hate it... gives me a funny feeling in the pit of my guts. you can't imagine how much it scares me and how fine i may seem even though i'm freaking out. but earlier today i was at marine parade for an interview. reminded me of the days i attended FCBC and had service there every saturday. i mean, it's really quite a nice place. at least the problems i had those days were simple. talk about problems... sigh, they've been a part of my life ever since. i can't possibly pretend i don't love each and everyone of them. i can't just turn and walk away. tell me, what should i do? | |
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