| him ; him | Saturday, August 18, 2007 8:32 AM |
i wish my little brother is here ): he's never been this far away. i've never felt more unsafe than this. here's my story. i just wanted to eat so i went out to get something. along the way i somehow managed to lose my keys. i came back and the whole world was asleep. nobody picked up my calls so i went to hunt for 'em. yup, there wasn't a trace. lucky for me... my dad opened the doors. guess what? he tried calling for the past half an hour and he couldn't get through. which wasn't quite possible because i was on the phone all the while. i'm home. but totally freaked out. so totally gonna hide under my blanket and cry my ass out. if you can't figure out how i feel now then let me try and describe. it's something like my lungs ran out of oxygen and there isn't enough in my room right now. whoever's been through stuff with me knows what i'm talking about. anyhow, it's been a rough journey. he'll pick me up when i fall. he's been here all this while. how long will it take before you finally decide to come back home? i'm not weak. it was just a terrible scare. thankful for the fact that i am never alone. but where were you? all i want is a break. is it really that hard? i don't understand...... | |
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