| yea, bytch | Wednesday, January 23, 2008 2:49 AM |
before i turn 21, i just thought i probably should come upfront about feelings deep inside. and now isn't a bad time because everything's swirling round and round in my mind. because i'm feeling every little thing right now. i always said i adored this little boy; but the world knows there's more to it. given a chance i really would pluck up the courage to tell you my story... that if ever you found somebody to share your life with, you have to tell me. until that day, my feelings will remain unchange. it's not the days i kept chanting your name over and over again. it's not the days we meet up for supper/breakfast every night. it's not the days you offered a place for me to hide out when i'm down. it's not the days we sat around wasting time together; just you and i. it's not even the day you took me to my doorstep when i was so unwell. it's when you have always been there for me without my appreciation. it's when you just disappeared suddenly leaving me behind. it's when i realised how lost; how alone i am without you. it's when i feared i may never see you again. and then i found you... the way you behaved like things's never changed. and how you woke me up the next morning to wish me best for my examination. i remember everything; i really do. i always wondered, what am i to do without you? but how long has it been so far since you left all these behind to move to a different world from me? i miss somebody to fight with all the time. i miss somebody to buy lunch for every afternoon. i miss to wake somebody up by request only to get myself a scolding. i miss knowing somebody will always be there when i need help. i miss you. and i don't think you don't know. this is the first time... i finally faced the truth. if you asked, i'd tell you too. anybody will do. | |
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